Went for a movie with my dear last night

' Detective Dee '

The movie talk bout history and something doesn't logic at all

A woman can be king and control the country

And that's why I feeeel bored of it although got Andy Lau

Rate for this movie 3 stars

I hate to see the school's countdown board for SPM
It just not more than a month, getting near and near. Gosh!
And I notice that everyone getting lazy than before =X
Not even revision in the class or during free periods
How... horrible!
Today I took a chair and sat at the staircase with my friends to chit chat while waiting to have our EST test replacement.
LOL! We are just sooooo bored >.<
Nowadays we go school = free whole day
That's why huge of students rather absent to school and I'm not going to school tomorrow =)
This few days I drove manual to school, Thanks God that I was safety went school and back home
I found that I really dislike drive manual, soooo bothering when changing the gear
I'm enjoying with my friends everyday =.=
We joke and bluff everyday. I laugh non stop everyday. LOL
What a goooood medicine for me =)
Everyday just like sooo FRESH xD
Impress my friends' bluff skills =.=
I always awaken by their jokes

I don't know what had happened with the sow in my class.
I don't ever step her tail or touch one of her fur and she's the one who started this argue =X
I really didn't mean to scold her but I've patient her enough!
I knew her since form3, that time she was transfer from A class.
She joined our gang then she started to anti a guy which fair, tall, childish.
When come to form 4 too bad that she was same class with me, how unlucky =(
Why she dislike and hate me?
Okay, start from form 4, science stream.
I got my own gang, 4 girls but then after form4, 1 had left school.
When teacher arranging new seat for whole class and there was a seat beside my 2 friends.
I didn't sit down and she stared at then went to other seat.
She told everyone that I forced her to sit another place.
Ah moi! You're such a freak bitch!
She started to hate me.
I didn't do or did anything nia!
Fine! I don't give her a damn since it wasn't true.


I very impressive her 1 thing, she can hate me until now you know.
How ridiculous =X How tough ah xD HAHA
Due to her worst attitude and her friends leave her 1 by 1
Until today she got no friends!
The friend word for her is just take advantages from the friend.
Then she date with a guy which same class too, the guy she anti when form3
Unbelievable! Everyone was shocked at 1st.
Then slowly, we noticed that he isn't her BoyFriend just BestFriend which let she take advantages!
We scolded and talked to the boy but he said this call romantic =.=
OMG! I don't see any romance between you and her, such a whore!


Lately, I wonder why the heck she wanna did such thing
She suddenly scolded me at facebook
I don't mind I don't care since I treat her just a childish brainless big boobs gal.
But then the latest status really pissed me off!
Excuse me, you this freaking sow can you don't so busy body?
I date with who do I need to get permission from you?
Who do you think you are? Huh?
Mind your own business before you mind mine okay?
Is it you jealous my boyfriend better than yours huh?
If you dare just stand in front me and say it loud, please. I'm always waiting for you.
I didn't kacau you but you are the one who find something!
If I don't take action I'm not Ning!
And I did took action =) You have nothing to say and dulan only xD
Do you think I'll scare of you bitchy voice and sow body?
C'mon, your voice just so irritating!

Text with my dear while smiling =X

Soo full with my favo lamb choooooop xD

21.10.2010

Bao with me

Yee with me

we 3

Thanks you guys once again for the dine and the encore =)

Happy Sweet 18th to myself =)

Thanks my Dear for making white choco for me!
I heart it sooo much ~ Love you Dear ^^
And you're the 1st who greet me. HAHA
You promise me that you will be with me forever
And of course I hope that will be true =)


Thanks for those who text me when I sleep like dead fish. HAHA
Denise(sweet monkey video), Tan(hate he called me fei poh =.=), Nana, Kong(most warm one), Bao, ... and sooooooo on xD 
Thanks for the facebook's friends wishes and blesses! HAHA
Thanks Fatt for singing the birthday's song!

special thanks for Bao and Yee =)
thanks for the dine and the encore. HAHA
I was really having fun with you guys!
Appreciated it much much ~

Sunday, Tshun Ngen -

We planned to go in the jungle

At 1st I was so scare that what if we lost in the jungle

And I scare spider so damn much =S

When reached

His friend keep waving him non stop

LOL

We went in the jungle

Oh gosh =.=

How clumsy am I

I should say that my shoes was very slippery since this morning rain heavy

I nearly fall down and lucky there was a lil tree to let me hold

He said why I so clumsy always fall down =.=

I told him then you hold me lo >.<

HAHA

He hold my hand and walk out from the jungle

I sweat a lot nia

Eww ~

Suddenly chat bout my ex

He asked why will I broke up

And I told him everything

He said that : No worries, I will 100% not same like him.

HAHA

I wanna write something on the soft sand

He keep said will dirty my hand

I don't care and continue write

I haven't finish write he told me he knew what I'm going to write

And pulled me up and leave =.=

Actually I wanna write I loveeeeee Keat =)

The sky getting dark

Time to leave

He hold my hand tightly and walk

Aww ~ he totally melt me

He just so tall >.<

My height just until his neck I guess?

Even I wear high heels I can't taller than him

That's good =)

Saturday,


Woke up early in the morning but then sleep back..
I was just soooo sleepy due the cloudy weather..
Went out with my buddies, lunch and sew something =)
After that went to QQ for a drink and got home for some nap.


Weeeeeeee Heeeeee ~ I changed new phone
Nokia X6 - 8G
Purple colour!
So damn love it. Ngek ngek!! Thanks daddy =)

Went for a movie 'The Hole' with him, my beloved

I love the lil boy so much, hes just sooooo cute =)

This girl was pretty much. HAHA

The story talk about a family move to a new house

And there is a black hole with many locks in the basement

They found the key and open all the locks

Guess what had happened?

Something scary, funny and so on..

Well, go watch it =)

Its worth, 4 stars for this movie. HAHA

I was scared by the movie =.=

He laughed at me. LOL

forced by me to took it xD

He told me that lot of people wanna take a picture with him
But he just ignored only let me to snap =.=
How lame huh
Lying on the slide while lying on his arm

Aww ~ soooo sweet =p

Keat, my love for you is deeper day by day =)

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do..

我真的累了，我为我们那不明不白的关系而累了也崩溃了

我差点为你落泪，可是我忍了下来，我做到了

不是因为我够坚强，而是因为我

真的很喜欢你...

我和你都看不见我们的未来，也不懂未来会是怎样

我知道你最近心情很低落也很烦

所以我也尽量的不增加你的烦恼尽量的开解你

有时候在多余的时间

我常常在幻想我们的未来是多么的幸福

可悲的是那只是我的幻想

有时候想为你做点什么

可是回头想想：我们的关系好像不轮到我做这些吧


有时候想紧紧的被你拥抱着


想紧紧的被你牵着

回头想想：我们的关系好像不轮到你对我做这些吧

太关心你，反而换来你的绝情：我没有要你为我的事而烦

那请你告诉我该怎么做，不要总是什么都不说

什么都埋在你心里，我不是有特异功能可以读到你的心！

难道有个人帮你分担下不好吗？

如果所有的悲哀  痛苦  失败都是假的  那该多好。

自己的痛苦  失败  悲哀  却偏偏总是真的。

杰，我恳求 我哀求你

请不要让我等到厌倦了你才开口留住我

或许你不曾想把我留住

或许你不够勇敢，没有自信

够了！不要再为自己找借口！

我爱你，陈X杰！


所以不想你放弃爱情


我真的很爱你


所以想这样继续爱下去...

What a special day..

my name is almost the same with the date..

one zero ( read in chinese )

I do feeel that I'm really lucky today ~ HAHA

Yesterday, went out whole evening with my buddies

We had hang whole mile 4 & 5

They keep force me to go downtown

But I don't wan't

I scare @.@

And end up I bought a T-shirt and a pair of high heels =)

Last night went out dine with daddy's friend..

Oh gosh ~ It was took me a loooong loooong time to finished it..

I was so impatient because I wanna hang out with him..

Actually I didn't eat much, did you ever heard about hungry until full..

And the food was sooooo oily..

Finally, I back home and wait for him..

We went to D'venise yum cha..

We plan to watch Chen Zhen but the timing wasn't right at all..

Tooo bad!!

Well, we choose to watch King of Fighters

Let me use 1 word to describe it- SUCKS!

Boring enough @.@

But I was happy that I got a warm shoulder to lied..

Aww ~ so sweet =)

You're Reserved ~

Made by me just now around 7p.m. and finished it at around 10p.m.

I'm so freaking tired now

But I feeeel worth to made it =)

I'm happy when I done

Actually this is the 2nd time I made choco

The 1st time I made and mama took it for grandmar and cousin

I was really mad

I didn't talk with her for whole night. LOL

Then I gotta do it again

Mrs. Tan was reserved by me

I'm really happy yet everything might change

We don't know whats going on in the next second

Tell me you love me tell me you wanna be with me

I don't need whether it is forever

Just stay until the day you wanna leave

Don't only say HOPE

It was useless unless you try it!

Gosh! I'm going crazy because of you

I missing you like hell >.<

Everything just beyond my control!

I realize that today isn't a public holiday

It was just a rest day for PMR

So some of the students still need to school

Aww ~ I felt that I was really lucky on the 1st day of exam. I saw him walking down to somewhere. Then he smile with me. His smile melt me ~ =p
My friend told us that those who sit outside gonna move into the class. Woo hoo ~ At least I don't feel hot inside the class. Besides, I can talk with others =)
But lucky never stay long. I've been move to the front of the white board today. Urgh! How bored, can't even look at outside when I got no point to write my essay. No inspiration at all.
Well, the first paper make me mad at all. It was Malay paper. I read the form 5 but all came out form 4 things. How bad! Teacher, you're really sooooo good. I hope that I won't fail it.

English paper is on today. At least better than Malay I just don't know what to write =.=
I don't have any points la. I did try my best to finished it in time.
I love the weather of the day. Raining + cloudy
Good for sleep and make me miss you badly.
Tomorrow is the Chemistry paper, I guess I might sleep more than I do the question seriously.
I dislike the toilet at junior, it was sooo far =(
Need to walk how many staircase to reach the toilet.
Not like our senior, just beside my class. Can go whenever I want.
But junior, I will feeel so lazy to walk so far >.<
I hope the public holiday of this Friday come faster.
So that I don't need to exam and relax myself. HAHA

I'm very happy that I got many real friends. At least better than others live in the fake world who always pretending or try to take advantages from you.


You are the one who light up my life. You are the one who let me believe in forever once again.
Compared to before, I rubbed and deleted the word FOREVER in my dictionary.
Compared to before, I don't ever dare to think of love thingy cause it was a deep wound.
Compared to before, I never think I'll falling in love again and I always said that all MEN are the same.
Until I met you, WK. I changed my mind even my attitudes. I would tell you that I LOVE YOU.
I love to hear that you said I have been reserved for you only.
I feeeel warm when you caring me.
I feeeeel sweeeeeeeet to be with you anytime.
I feeeeeeeeel happy when I miss you badly and I see you in the end.
This is the first time a person like you would plan about future together. I was really touched.
BUT...



You know someday I might be tired of waiting you to be more confident. I just can't guarantee that I can wait you for how long. You knew that I ever wait someone for 2 years more and in the end I get nothing. I don't wish that the history repeats. I fear, I really fear.  Honestly, I just a bit dissatisfy the relationship right now. Further than friendship not yet a couple. Really contradictory!




Uhh ~ My trial exam start on tomorrow.
I totally didn't do any revision before.
How worst.........
How I gonna face my SPM huh?
Well, my friend told me that I sit outside the classroom.
MY GOSH!!
How I gonna ask if I don't know
How I gonna copy if I don't know
Worst seat ever! Dammit!
And actually is in 1F but changed to 1E
Ewww ~ too bad!
But at least I can see him when he pass by =)
Wish me luck !
By the way, gooooood luck for those PMR's students.