The lap thing I did it tonight

Went to old town to meet up with friends

But then we reached and sit down for few minutes

We plan to go encore to sing k

We left there without any order

People look at us, LoL!

Really so lap ~!

Seriously, I didn't did this kind of thing before =X

原来……

事隔多年才从朋友口中的知这事。
是你们分了3个月，我才和他一起
我不是第3者，第3者的是你！
别以为我什么都不知，我只是扮大方当没事。
只因为我‘当时’很爱很爱他。
你在背后搞的每个小动作，我……都很清楚。
反倒过来，我被别人说成抢别人男友的高手还显得你有多可怜
搞得我都被说成：你要小心xxx，她很会抢别人的男友。
妈的！我真的问心无愧。
很高招！我还真的输的远远的
我不恨你只是看见你我有种不爽的感觉。

有些事有些人，过去了就让他过去。
已几年了，我也完完全全的放下
只是当知道真相时，有一点酸酸的感觉。
算了，是非到处都是。
你们说个够吧我管不了也不想为那无谓的是非不开心
我自认为，我和谁都很能说
只是说多了，别人起疑演变成是非


还有另外的事和另外的人，

有时候，当那天使的脸孔被拆穿了

是多么的恐怖，恶心，厌恶！

以前我从来都不相信别人口中恶魔的你

我真的不信，因为

你的为人，你给了我安全感

你对我很好，好的我没有我可以挑剔

可是事实在眼前，我不得不信

没关系，我依然当你是朋友

只是少了那很相信很放心

有时候对别人太好反而被误说 ‘虚伪’，好人难当……

爱一个人有多苦
只有自己最清楚
付出了全部青春已荒芜
原来只是一个错误

年少无知太仓促
和你走上不归路
昨夜梦难留今夜难有梦
我和你都是在演出

我也不想装糊涂
却又不得不认输
错过的情人
还有谁能够留住

我也只好装糊涂
假装自己很幸福
伤在心里痛
眼泪再也流不出

错过了的，还有谁能逗留？

过去一切，还有谁能挽留？

有谁不会犯错？

又有谁没有一段错过却又很想回到过去的情人？

听着这首歌，不知为啥很有感触

强忍着泪，值得吗？

或许时间能证明

Just stop the lies please

Once your lies had been exposed you're the the fucking liar

I know everyone ever lies

Of course including me

But my lies are just some small case

I did not mean that a white lie doesn't bring advantages but try to think

Telling the truth is better lying people like a moron

Although the truth is cruel or sad but it will always better than not knowing it

Once you start your lie you need another lie to cover and cover it

There is no concealing the truth

Its lead you playing fire

The worst thing is you don't even know besides hurting yourself you might hurt others that you never notice

Don't you feel afraid when will people gonna expose your lies?

Don't you feel suffering by lying?

And do you ever think bout the consequence?

Of course a small lies doesn't a big matter

But a big lies or often lies do affect how people assess you

Mostly people are like a mirror

How you treat people, they will treat you back the way you treat 'em

So being nice being real is the best ever

Sometimes we must be selfish depends on some of the situation

You wanna got some respect, firstly you gonna learn how to respect people as well

I always respect people ideas, feeling and so on?

Of course sometimes I do have my own thinking or some opinions

Don't think that the world have owe you billions $$

We do not owe you even a sen

When lot friends dislike you try to think is it your problem?

Just like where there's reek there is heat

Maybe your attitude need some changes?

Try to figure out yourself why do your friends dislike you

The way you talk is really main

If you ask for help by adding a please

People's heart might feel better and would like to help you

If you ask for help like a command

Not only people even those who are so close with you might feel 'beh song'

I know nobody's perfect

But just change some of the bad attitude and friend will become friend[s]

I know myself isn't that good

I ever ask my friends why and what they loathed me

I don't remember how young I was that time but I always remember to be polite

I confused I asked I think and I tried to change

And they all accepted me back

See? Once your attitude is good you will be accepted by everyone =)

A really fun night in Croxx with friends

Dancing with teacher and friends =)

Drinking around

Having fun around

I was really enjoy it soooo much

Saw some aunty inside

Woots, shocked me really

Since most of the mummy less go pub

Less than a week I gonna leave my hometown

I feel so grudge I feel like not wanna leaving here

But I got the feeling like excited bout college life

Kinda weird seriously

Of course I miss my daddy and mummy

They always gimme the best

But I were the one who always contradict with 'em

Making 'em angry and heart ache

I guess so do most of the teens isn't?

Why do people suffer in love?

Isn't that love is a kind of sweet and happiness thingy?

They always complaining that they not satisfy this and that

Or else they said that 1 of 'em had changed

This make me feel no more security of love

I ever so desperate bout love but not now anymore

It is we're still young and our love haven't mature yet?

But without experiences we might not know how to treasure the person you love much

So love ain't a maths we couldn't count anything

People always said I loved you so much and what I get in the end?

Isn't that before you start a relationship you'll got a lil expect that anything got a start of course got a ending

Either the ending is happy or sad

What the heck wrong with the line in the early morning?
And the whole Sandakan facing the same thing no line at all =.=
My friends dial 100 and guess what?
On Landline : TM would like to inform you that we are experiencing network problems in Sabah. Restoration is in progress. Thank you.
Ridiculous really, so I guess their hotline might ring until dead. HAHA
Guess what I did when there is no line to surf?
Of course something narcissist =p
Didn't makeup at all
Just curl my hair and wearing a lil white dress with some red dots something like polka dots =)
Hugging my lil bear bear to snap some photos
Kinda love my hair right now <3

Do you think I look good without any makeup?

I'm just so darn lazy to remove all the makeup on my face =X

Being a kiddo ain't that bad actually

You will never need to bother much like a teens

You just need to eat when you're hungry

Study some ABC or

Maybe you just like to play with the girl/boy

Very simple for kiddo without any love suffering

Even there are many choices for 'em

Guess their parents will always choose the best for 'em

So do teens, but just sometimes we got much choice and hard to choose

Once we choose wrongly, okay, learn it as a lesson

The lesson always hurt people most

And people will remember it very well, will not do the same thing that's why

But what bout kiddo? Do you think they really understand the lesson?

Argh ~! If there is a time machine

If everything looks simple as kiddo thought

If I were given another chance

Sometimes I just wish someone to be my cameraman

So that some angles that I can't snap but they can

Sigh ~

Found this note in Facebook and I feel quite nice

分手1天后

假若我们相遇

我会看着你的眼睛

用泪水告诉你

不愿意看你离去

只要你回头

重新开始多少次我都愿意

......

分手1周后

假若我们相遇

我不知所措

直到你消失在人群里

我才知道

这个夜晚陪伴我的

只剩下哭泣 

........

分手1个月

假若我们相遇

我会掉转眼光

假装没有看见你

却在心中升起希望

希望听到你叫我的声音

听见我每晚魂牵梦绕的声音

.........

分手1季了

假若我们相遇

我会停下脚步

静静地站在街角

不想被你的快乐看见我的哀伤

已经注定的结局

好不容易平复下来的心情

不想再被打扰

..........

分手已经半年

假若我们相遇

打招呼的表情可以是淡定

心里涌起的

却还是深深的惋惜

也许还有恨

是爱情留下的痕迹

..........

分手后1年

我依然希望和你相遇

想让你看到

没有你的日子

我也可以活得愉快

想让你告诉我

你也很好

即使没有我在你的生命里

最后

世界一圈圈旋转

时间一天天继续

我们告诉自己

多苦多痛

明天也一定会来临

以前的过往谁会在意

没有人在意……

科学家说不管多么深刻的伤痛

只需7年都会痊愈

因为7年的时间可以把我们全身的细胞都更换一边

一个旧细胞都没有

每一天的坚持都是一种进步

每过一天

那些想念你的细胞就会死掉一些

总有一天

会干干净净！！

Seriously, don't act like you know me so well if you don't

Got people like us of course got people hate us

They are their own, we just can't control

We got our own style

Don't judge me if you don't understand me well

Just don't try to force everyone accept your attitude as well
Just like I did not forcing anyone of you to fully accept my attitude

As I said you only know my name but not my story

Maybe I'm a freak for some

Maybe I'm a bit LC for some

But who cares, at least I don't feel myself so

As I said if you dislike me fuck off

I did not forcing any of you to be friend with me

Kiddos' jealousy?

Kiddos' sham?

C'mon, non my business at all

=p

How I wish that time could stop at where I feel happiness

Well, my friend told me to take off the clock's battery and its 100% work
Kinda funny HAHA

In fact, the time would never stop for anyone or anything

Once you missed, it will never ever can go back

But then only those memories were retain where we ever belongs

I thought everything were so easy and simple

But in reality, the world is cruel

The weak will be hitting down and only the strong will be survive

Be clever but not busybody

Be silence but not unsocial

People always act as devil and angel to move on their life

Ignorance always the bliss?

I guess not =)

It's better to know what the truth is than being lie like a fool

At least you're awake!

I don't care how people judge me

I don't give a damn how people gossip me

Since I've a clear conscience

People's mouth people's ears but not people's eyes

Because they always just listen but didn't see clearly thru their eyes

The worst was the one who jump to conclusion like sentenced to death

Some people like to wait for the impossible since they always said nothing is impossible

But can anyone tell me that how many of 'em success in it?

Why don't we just change our mind than waiting something impossible to happen?

Maybe its easy by talking and hard for really doing it

Okay, I read an articles last time

The scientist believes that every month miracles does happen

I'm not really believe, seems like miracles did not happen on me?

By hopping the miracles will happen

We should put more effort to success anything we want

Life doesn't like a video game that when you dead you can truely back to the very first stage

Once past, everything become memories and history in your life

We could not predict what will happen next

But we can think before we make a decisions

Just like you wanna take risk or being safety

Life, I'm turning to 19 in 2011

I don't understand life much

But I do enjoy it everyday

Money, I'm jobless in 2011

I spend money in shopping, outing and so on

But I'll never understand how hard to earn it

Love, I'm single in 2011

I haven't found my Mr. Right yet

But I'll slowly wait for it

Education, I'm heading to college 2011

I need to be educated more

And for sure its very useful in future no matter what

Guess what? This is really crazy!
Amazing =.=
How can he read people mind?
How can he hack people mind?
I wondering!
You know what, I ever think wanna study psychology
Since I quite interested with it
It's quite fun to know what's people thinking
Solve people's problems and so on
But then I know myself not enough qualifications

I gonna stick my phone like that, but the ribbon I want it pink + black

Gonna make my phone with blink blink =p

Actually I wanna make a mickey mouse

But the person ask me to find something like a shape?

I was like huh?! Blur ~

Recently!

A night that awake lots people I guess

Okay, I went out midnight and my parents don't know about that

My dad got home early and he set the alarm

Around 2a.m, I back home

Before that I told my friend my alarm might rang

Who knows, its really happened

I go and press the password so do my dad

We both press it and in the end the alarm was like stuck

Cant even press any of the numbers

The alarm keep on rang for 5 minutes

I closed the main switch of the house but it doesn't work

Well, I tried and tried

In the end, settled

Phew ~ Feel sorry for neighbours ><

Last few days,

Mama told me a 25 years old man only know how to appreciate a girl/woman

She told me that when they were young

They're taking the experiences

They go through the mill and gain experiences

And that's what we called puppy love

When we were young even how loving there might break up someday

I quite agree with it since I experienced it =.=

Well, I need not a 25 years old man but a mature true real love

I just dislike the history repeat like dying hardly

HAHA

I let go everything

Whether they will come back or not?

I don't know

Just
Let

It

Be

Naturally

=)

Dota game?! 

You will never know I'm really addicted to it ><

I was just so bored and don't even know how to pass my time during night time

I used to sleep late some more

This game is around 1 hour

Its really a gooooood game to let me pass my time easily xD

Well, I'm still a newbie aka noobie? HAHA

Training myself slowly to become more pro =p

The 1st time kena 1st blood =.=

The 1st time I scare of the creeps and run or hide

LOL

But now, I can kill 'em 99 =p

Another weekend

Still the same

Sleep, eat, play, shit?!

What else? ><

Everyday just the same for me

You know what?

Its April Fool, 1st April

This is the day for FOOLS

I did fooled lotta people

Buahahahah.. In a relationship with my ex some more

HoHo ~

They text, inbox and asked me whether it is real?

I was like LOL

Great that I didn't been fool

But I'm the one who fool people

Kinda fun xD

Long time didn't update my blog ><
Happened lots bad things on March
Such a Black March
But everything going smooth lately
Hope that the coming months everything will be very fine

Last night really having fun with friends
They bring me somewhere to shout out really loud
Like an insane like an idiot
I'm gonna do it again next time =)


Is that a fate between?
LoL! =.=
It's hard to believe ><
How come? and Who Knows!
Never mind, noone gonna care for it.
Ignored !

Stop where it should stop =)

I'll be fine perhaps