Sometimes we cannot over trust someone
Because one day no matter what, they will be backstabber to get their benefit or just to overcome their lies
And that's why I don't simply tell people things bout me


What a night with 2 buddies sitting at IJM drink beers
They were unhappy due to something ruins their life?
I'd no comment since I'm an outside people in their relationship
Well, words are always easy to be spoken out


When I saw their botherness
I even fear to get into a relationship
HAHA
Hopefully my dream date will not be spoil =)
The trust is the most important
Actually freedom is just same the line with trust
For me =p

Can you read this? HAHA
I know it just soo ugliest =X

A new Japan Drama introduce to you all =)

Misaki No.1

The drama talk about a pretty woman who work at Southern Sea Club

She was the No.1 worker there

But then her boss asked her to changer her job to become a teacher

Finally she become a teacher and the class she teaching was the worst in the school-2Z

Lately just update until episode 6

Rate for the drama 5 stars!!

‘摩天轮转的再久再高，最终还是回到了原点’

你的自私会毁了别人，
你只顾你自己快乐，
哪其他人呢？不要告诉我交往还是没交往不重要！

如果说，你没被拥有
我很愿意的付出一切
哪怕换来的是一无所有

但如果说，你已经被拥有了
请你别把希望洒出来
你的希望只会让我永远抱着一点点想拥有你
如果说，你已经被拥有了
请你别对我太好
因为,
你的所作所为会把我感动
像上次我喝醉那次，还有...
如果说，你已经被拥有了
请你别再找我
因为，
每次的每次我都会等待你的回复；无时无刻留意着电话

不要说永远，因为永远太遥远
我知道我已没资格拥有你
曾经对你造成的伤害是我无法拟补
原谅我的无知
原谅我的愚蠢
原谅我为了课业忙碌
留给你的只有曾经的美好回忆
也许对你而言，不是美好吧？

Although I'm a Chinese but I don't racist
I heart this song much =)
Try to listen and understand the lyric
You can feel how nice it is

Aku tak biasa bila kau tiada di sisirku?
LOL
Tetapi aku sudah biasa kau tiada di sisirku dengan bertahun-tahun
Aku sudah biasa dengan semua perkara
Aku sudah biasa dengan hidupku yang selama ini
Sekarang aku mencuba sedah upaya untuk melepaskan semua
Tidak akan dipengaruhi oleh mu
I'm over you!

Aku takkan peduli dengan gosip-gosip
Gosiplah hingga mulut kamu itu letih
Gosiplah hingga kamu berasa gembira
Suatu hari nanti, kamu akan dapat balasan dari perangai kamu itu

I just tried so hard to let go
I really tried so hard
Go through my tears, pain and so on
Why suddenly something ruin its?
Why those things must be spoken out now?
Why don't you guys just told me last time?
Why must now?
Its hurt me again
You can never understand how pain it is
Everything was past everything is too late
After I knew it I felt so regret about it
If I knew it early may be I still can do something to get it back!
Why are those vile characters are just so fucking shit!
Feel happy until ruined things up.
And why others don't tell me early
But now I just can do nothing for it
Alone sighing with some tears and feel the pain late at the night

I can talk to noone
Since it was years ago and people don't know much
People comfort and comforted
Advice and advices
Until they speechless
Suffocate inside my heart and wanna shout out loud
At least it is better than I can do nothing at all
My mind keep on being negative
I can say no more


Wonders why I'm waiting for something that will probably never happen
Instead of just moving on with my life.
Wonders what it would feel like for once in my life to receive back as much as I give out
I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to care
I'm trying not to live my life
Wishing you were there 
I'm trying not to wonder were you are or what you do
But I fell in love with you


Its okay, I'll be alright
Just hold my head high to the sky
Wish on that star and let my hopes fly

Drunk like a G6 at Tiara Club
Back home vomit then only felt better
But it was a great night with friends =)
Lucky HE was the one who willing come and pick me up
Even help me to open my door
Thank You so much GL with my sincerely ~

I can't even can sleep well
Wonder why drunk can't sleep well
Once close my eyes then felt so dizzy
Weird? Should be suffer
Just slept for few hours

Then woke up in the early morning and starving
Text mama asked her to pack for me but she told me she didn't bring phone
BRAVO =.=
Keep on starving until she went out and pack for me
Nearly gastric. LOL!
After that went to grandmar house for lunch

I was shocked someone called me
Didn't say anything but just crying
LOL =.=
Well, from what I knew I just can say
Wake up and try to be tough
I know it is hard when come to action
But as a friend I don't wish to see you sad like hell =.=
Just let go, he isn't worth at all
He don't appreciate you, why you still hold it so tight?
Sigh ~ I tried to help her everything I can
But the main point she don't ever listen on us
Just go ahead what she think, go ahead until you fall you feel pain!

Nail Polish feet and fingers
It that nice? HAHA
I did it in the last minute =p

Woke up from my sweet dream
Having my lunch at my grandmar house with relatives
Have chit chat and so on =)
Went back home to have some nap to charge energy =p
Night time went to grandmar house to dine with relatives
This time is daddy that side. HAHA
Everything gao dim in Nin 30 were great

When I back home mama told me that my youngest aunty fell down outside her house
Due to the the drain as deep as her height and she accidentally fell in
The 1st 2days she just can't move at all
Now she having her physiotherapy to get health
Aiks! What a sad case
Dear my Lord, if you can listen me
Please decrease the pain and let my aunt recover faster
Thanks you for giving us a wonderful CNY. Amen ~

After that hanging out with WDH, Fish, Ian and Chipskei =)
What a great night
We chit chat, drink til drunk? HA!
Time pass so fast and we had fun!
The started of CNY
Every where was like war
Boom boom here boom boom there
They just like burning their money while playing the fireworks
It was so nice but soo damn noisy =X

Sandakan, my hometown
Keep raining non stop
The malay dead bodies had came out due to landslide
Flooded every where
Some lost their house, cars, and their life!
It was a very sad case
My Lord, if you can listen us please stop the rain and protect us. Amen ~

Sometimes I do prefer a sunny day
At least it will let everyone happy
I don't know why raining might affect people mood
Like unhappy? moody and so on
But as long as don't think too much everything will be alright =)

This early morning was around 12.30a.m
I back home from supper with my cousin
Guess what I saw near the playground?
HAHA! Hey, don't be yellow minded =)
If you watched the IJM girl fight you will know who I mention now
Ya, is the fighter with her gang standing there
It was more than 20 people
Having a meeting or trying to make their part 2?
No idea with it, then I just don't back home and keep round there
Just wanna watch some live show =p
But too bad, I guess they saw too many cars pass by
And that's why they dismiss?
The girl wearing SS tee some more
Such a shame =.=