Self holiday for this week

I didn't even go for classes for this week

What had I did?

Well, 

hanging out

beers

pool

shopping

badminton

I was really tired but then 

Yeah, this is what we call life

Hunting for CNY clothes really suffer

It's hard to find some stuff you like

When the stuff you really like

Sibeh expensive

sigh ~

Bought mama's perfume

Gucci Flora

How pretty clever is her

Ask me to use daddy's card and show her the receipt

Thinking cheat the amount of the perfume

Anyway

I keep the free gift is just the same =)

Lately,

music is needed for everyday

I afraid of silence

I just can't stand without any music

I wondering why

One with the sudden

I was thinking to change myself

but then will I really get what I want when I change myself

do it really worth me to do so

so complicated

Everything just my own wishful thinking

so untrue

so unreality

so IMPOSSIBLE

He.............

Again...........

I...........

Collapse..........

Sigh 

When I no longer think over, 

no longer argue with you,

not even needed you to coax me

and that means I really don't care about you any more.

Tell me everything

Everything about you I would like to listen

Everything happened to you I would like to know

I didn't mean to grab away your freedom

But everything do have their limit line

I trusted you always and always

I've been questioned by you again and again

I didn't mind of it

I'm just so sick

No hide and seek,

the one who seek for you will really worry;

the one who hide might not understand all these.

Or maybe I just cannot be they way you want

How sad

I hate troubles
But the song always sing that trouble is a friend
Well, I try not to involve in any trouble

As my friend said whenever the places are crowded there will be gossips
I don't even know what the hell wrong with the pity fella
She was the one who caused all these shit
If she just wanna stop all these shit
Why don't she just ignore and reject directly?
WHY still 'pancing' and used people
Some more acting like people bothering you this sow
DAMMIT!
Get sympathies and begging for help?
C'mon, fuck off you bitch

If you're hot chick I would like to shut the hell up
Too bad you aren't
Some part of your body itchy would make you do so huh
So fake, I never give a damn on such person
Well, I do felt shame
Try to think whether you guys are right or not
Not to mess with people around
Maybe you guys were so drunk
But why still continue when you guys are awake?
This only will be the jokes for others
Speechless

This is college not secondary anymore
Some more you guys age add together already above 30
Why cannot be mature
Thinking that the most elder in the class is the BIG BROTHER huh
People trying to clean the mess but then you guys don't even know how to be grateful
End up the girl act like innocent


Okay, I know this ain't my business
But then they were my classmate, I felt shame seriously
Sigh ~ 

My very first expensive branded in my life

PRADA
Tiffany & Co.

People thinking people mind

People jealous people cursing

People hopeless people failed

I ain't the perfect but I do deserve everything

I started to loosen up the secure from you

I felt so urm.. undescribable

Don't ask me why

I don't even know what the heck wrong with me this weirdo

How much I wish you were here now

I'm just too weak to be human

I keep on relying people around me
I just doesn't feel like I can do it by my own
You see me brave

But you don't know how fear I am

You see me laughing all the day
You don't know how many bothers I have

You see me smile with you
You don't know do I really feel happy

When I'm alone
I was like dying since I got a strong reliance

I ain't God

I ain't fortune teller

I ain't any 'Feng Shui' master

I never can expect what will happen next

So don't promise me anything

Don't ask me to promise you anything

You know once promise had broke and hurts caused

In man's world there must be two memoriable women

One is the first love of him

And the second was his wife

They were shy and happy for their first

Since they're ignorance and naive

Everything was really nice

Maybe the very first time they doesn't know how to handle everything

So they broke up and searching for the next

Lastly, when they grew up

They knew what they really want

End up the last one will be his wife

I tend to be strong in my relationship

Distance isn't a problem for me

People said its hard to manage a distance love

Just they don't understand if love outlines its day

Its doesn't matter where you are

I know the world outside are beautiful and attractive

No matter how beautiful the world are

No matter how attractive the world outside

No matter how good how great they are

No matter how many temptation outside

Only you the one who stolen my heart

I really do feel that I'm bliss now

I was really sad with Chelsea lose to Arsenal

Since Arsenal ain't a great football team

But then why did Chelsea lose ?!

Unacceptable ! Urgh !

Come on Chelsea!

Wake up and win the following match please!

Don't let us disappointed anymore.

People do affected by environment around 'em

People will changed with who they're with
People will lost with the wrong decision

Wondering what's wrong with the world nowadays
Youngest don't know how to appreciate their own
Youngest just wanna try all the fun thing that entice 'em
They wouldn't feel the pain unless they knock it

I just hope myself won't become one of 'em
I know non of us are perfect

But at least I just wanna be pure and clean with no sin
Thanks God

21st century,
Do you still hear anyone say Son, you cannot dating
If daughter I might be no comment
But then this is the SON

Well, there is a skeleton in the cupboard

We can blame no one

As a friend and an outsider

No comment can give much
Things only can be settle by discussing with each other

If you know there were the problems
Why do you still go started the fire?

Once you had chosen
Then you should take all the pain take be responsibility

Maybe you will think you ain't young

In fact, you're now still in college
You haven go out for work a bigger world you never seen before

Anyway, everything might change in the next minute

We do not know what will happen next

No one can really predict for our future life

The only thing we can sure is,

You got the right to handle your future in better or worst

We learn mistake from the past

We learn not to make any mistake with the same situation
We grew up, maturity do

Or maybe I'm way too well-behaved

It's always easy too be spoken and hard to be done

This is what we call reality and FIGHT FOR IT

I went back to hometown for a week
Wait, not even a week

It was just 6days!

When I was leaving I know mummy miss me lots!
She even text me and care me so much
Nearly cry when talk with her through phone just now

When I first reach hometown
I don't feel like time pass so fast or else

I just let everyday move on and to be with my loved one

Never waste a minute to be with him
He cook lamb chop for my birthday
He sent me ROSES for my birthday
When I saw the roses I was like hrmm.. SHOCKED!
I don't even know what respond to give him
OOPS!
Just acting remain calm

He take care of me when I was sick

I knew he was really tired but then he was really caring enough

If not I might get sick right now

We was really felt the happiness when we were together

Here I wanna leave on the 6th day!

I first thought myself so tough to handle everything

I never expect I'll cried in front of him

How awkward =.=

Well, my attitude is like never wanna cry in front of anyone

Feel like begging people to sympathy you

Anyway, human do got feelings

How long I still gonna wait to meet up again?

I miss you bad badly!

I was like tasting sugar everyday

Perhaps this time will never let me disappointed

Everyday, I was like going to fall a lil bit deeper

I felt myself so bother for your stuff

I felt myself so care about you

Now, I'l not care anyone since this is just our business

We don't make promises

This is just good for us I guess

Thank You !

别把习惯变成人所谓的爱
我可以说，那不是！
有时候，你只是习惯了有个人陪伴左右
有时候，你只是习惯了有个人帮你解围
有时候，你只是习惯了有个人给你依靠
一旦那人离你而去
你再也习惯不了独自去面对世界
总觉得，你的生活里少了哪个
其实一点儿也没少，只是你已习惯有个人在你生活了帮你打点一切

给自己独立的机会
试着凡事靠自己
万一，他要离我们而去证明没有他也行！
我了……
开始我们谁也别无选择
我们是人类不是上帝
我们不能把一切都掌控在手里

有些事，有些人
好象注定在你生命里徘徊似的
一旦你习惯有了他，仿佛世界是多么的完美幸福
问题可出现了，为何往往最爱的不会在身边？
为何相爱却不能爱？
反而那些对感情玩玩得却爱的毫无愧疚？
是世界的不公平还是人类的自私？
把一切美好的事物毁了

无你我，无爱情
无你我，无幸福
无你我，无回忆
无你我，无伤悲
最后，
无你我，无相识

Don't judge me by what you've seen in me

Remember, what you've seen in me
Is only what I've chosen to show you
Just like I never judge people by the first time we meet
Rumors come, I'l never jump into conclusion

Because haters always creating such thing

Don't ever think like you very understand someone

Sometimes, you're all wrong

Why do our brain can store so much memories

How good if the brain can only store those nice memories

And just like computer click a delete then delete all others

We can never escaping the fact

But then we just lack of braveness to face it, accept it

My hometown Sandakan, SABAH !
Proud to be Sabahan =)











A week had past. I just don't wanna count still left how many days in Sandakan
I just feeeeeel lazy to get back study over there
Staying alone and got noone to talk to anytime
The most important thing, I GOT NO CAR over there


The first thing when I back to KL
I wanna keep fit
Just wanna get back the SLIM me
Perhaps will success
I WILL PUT MORE EFFORT on it !!

Ex = Expired

The things had expired

And you can't use it anymore

What bout the ex in human?

Will we get it back the relationship when he/she become your ex?

When a person no matter he/she haven't get marry you still got a chance!

I said the person you love the most will not by your side forever

Just like the person you ever in a relationship end with broke up and become ' EX '

Some people might keep on changing their gf/bf to remain fresh

I would like to ask, if no any gf/bf will you die?

Companion even friends can be

Why must in a relationship? Weird =.=

I agree in a relationship might be more happy more sweet

But there might be a problem too

Argue, different opinion and accommodating

I'm sure it will happen in the relationship

These things will not be escaped

Or else they just wanna show off that they got an awesome gf/bf

This is just so silly shit

But who cares

Once you date for huge times

You'l get bored with it

And you never respect for the next relationship

Lie, Lies or Liar?

Noone can differentiate it sometimes even yourself

If you got the chance to seize everything you ever wanted, one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
Snap back to reality
It only grows harder, grows hotter 
Why do we force ourselves to get the things we don't really need?

Because of greed inside human's heart

They refuse to accept that they can't get it

They always consider whether they really need or not

But just because of the fun to get it

So they fight so hard to grab over

End up they just left it aside

It was just a wasted

Since we know we don't need it then why we still fight so hard to get it?

Why don't we just let it for those who really need it?
Nobody asked for life to deal with us these bullshit hands we're dealt

What do we mean by that?
We do everything we wanted
Just go ahead what's our thinking
Don't ever make it as a regret since we're young
Young = EVERYTHING
Sometimes we do think to take this step but we don't ever dare
Why?! Because we always think that we're still young
We still got a lot chances
But seriously, how many years you still can remain young?
No doubt, believe in yourself

My mind changed lots after I get used to my life over here
Stay in the lil city only know how to gossip around, you know girls...
While you stay in a big city you will know you will talk more than gossip
People around wouldn't like those in a small city
Some more thinking aren't same
Maybe they're really so naive or this is just my opinion?
Yea, I know they're just kidding but then for me they just like...
Never think before talk
Well, who cares... I live not to please you at all
Besides, if you talk bad bout me or dislike me this is your problems not mine
HAHA

If it is my problems why others don't figure out?
So, it depends on people
Whenever people love you, there will be people hate you too
They just wanna make themselves feel better to do so
Why are we so bother for it?
We better use the time of bother to do something else better than that

Although I take everything so casual
But I never take love thingy to be kidding
Maybe sometimes I just duplicity to hide something inside my own world
In fact, noone will really understand
Sometimes I saw some couple and I'l imagine bout
If I got a boyfriend must be so sweet too
But then problem come, what if we just get bored with each other?
People who are boring will never my decision

This is what will happen in a relationship
People only appreciate when the things are gone
How true
Some girls are just need secure more than materials

女:你吾好再缠住我啦.
女:过去咗就过去咗架啦.
女:你学咩人弥补嗟?
女:你可以弥补到我d咩啊?
女:我珍惜你嘅时候,你又唔稀罕
女:到我唔珍惜你了,你又嚟拉住我
女:你到底想点嗟?
男:好多噑我知道自己以前做错咗
男:但系点解你一次机会都唔肯俾我嗟
男:就一次啊,一次都唔得?
女:我静系想你对我好小小嗟,小小就够啦
女:我要嘅唔系一个俾到物质而俾唔到安全感我嘅男人啊
女:你明唔明啊?
男:你对我咁唔满意嘅咪分手咯,讲咁多噑做咩嗟
男:唔好意思啵,而家我唔得闲听你电话,请你留言啦
女:我…我好挂住你啊,可唔可以俾个俾电话我啊?
男:你玩咩啊,电话又唔听,打你屋企又话你唔系度
男:你避我傍家?
女:系咪应该同你讲对唔住呢?但系我觉得无咩必要咯
女:以前我讲10句,20句,30句嘅对唔住,你理都无理过我
女:我觉得,我放低咗你
女:希望你明白我放低咗你唔系一朝一夕嘅事
女:亦希望你唔好嬲我
女:我地分手啦
男:我地分手
女:点解喔,点解你可以咁容易放低我喔
男:我…我觉得自己好似唔想习惯咗你嘅心理
男:唔好离开我啊,我地可唔可以再系翻埋一次啊
男:对唔住,我而家唔能够听你嘅电话,请你留言啦
女:你知唔知啊?我需要嘅唔系你呢种失去咗之后先识得把握嘅人
女:而可以同我行埋以后嘅路嘅男人唔系你 

Well, the first exam is Tarc isn't that good I guess
Since I didn't study much 
Was studying but then my mind just urge me to chase drama ! HAHA
Okay, 1 down 4 to go
Wondering why I got gastric after the exam
I did drink some milk before the exam and planning take brunch with my classmate
But then they came out late and I just can't patient
So I got home and CALL for my lovely McD
The day I'm going back to my hometown is getting nearer
I miss all the freaking nice fooooood in my hometown

Once a faithful man had broke his pretty good image
There will be lot judges
Maybe he don't care
But then people do feel disgusting
Well, as the old said there were ain't no girls dislike bad boy
I guess it was true
He has a girlfriend
Why do he still flirting?
Hrmm.. " Curious "
But anyway, I still got my own limit my own rules
Go ahead
I always not easy to believe
Especially in LOVE
It just enough =)

Was woke up early today due to hot weather
But then after I took my breakfast the sky had change into dark
Slowly strong wind and rain come around
I shouldn't woke up so early if not I sure that I'm still on my bed now
Nice weather to sleep really

Besides, this weather might make certain people become emo?
Wondering why raining must related with emo
Anyway, life must be full with joys and sadness to let us grow stronger
I was one of it, like to think around when rainy day

People who know me well, they can understand the pain I ever bear
They know why I changed
But no matter how I change I'm still me
Something I'm still keep holding on it
I mean my limitation, my own rules

People who know don't me, they just know I'm the joker I'm the clown
I'll always show 'em my happy face
No matter how I still give 'em a smile
So that they will not know actually there are thousands sad inside

I know time doesn't go back
We can never live on the past
So we have to moving on and accept the things happen around us
Be tough be smart when you fell down

I wondering why the owner is just so stingy apply only 5mac for almost 20 pc.
Can't he just apply 10 mac so that everyone do not need to complain and stuck with this shit line?
We do pay him every month and we get this shit line, asshole !
Every time I complain and he told me I'll think further
Nah !! If think further better change to bigger mac
I just can't wait to move out from this house
Some more those dumb shit don't even close the balcony's door
And make it strike by the wind, it shocked me from my beauty sleep ALWAYS!!
Dammit !

How come those boys' housemate are just sooo lazy?!
Can't they hold their lil brother to peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
Make the toilet so darn dirty and smelly
OR their lil brother twisted?
I thought owner said got maid come and clean it up
But then I still seeeeeee dirty =.=
I even wash the toilet myself =S


Some more those housemate really selfish =(
When they finish wash their clothes can't they just take it out?
Still left it inside the washing machine for lay egg is it
Gosh !
Sometimes not even enough place to hang out my clothes
Or else I can smell the stink of the clothes
I bet they didn't put enough the detergent
Argh! I just can stand no more =(

What trendy really mean? A fashionable person that show out his/her taste
Never wrong if a person who like to be in trendy just like I do
I just don't wanna be something so outdated
Don't judge me when your fashion were so wrong !
Don't bullshit around if you know nothing
Lastly, don't act like you so understanding so mature so bravo
Everyone got their own style
Accept or not just depends on you =)
When people cut me down, or talk behind my back
They just took time out of their pathetic lives to think about me
Haters don't really hate me
They just hate themselves
Because I'm the reflection of what they wish to be

Finally I realize
The thing I struggle for years actually not the way I want
I never ask myself why I stubborn for it
I never know until the day I find it out
The way we used to be can never turn up
There got no any topics to talk about
Just the way stranger meet up, so awkward
Not even want to be just both alone

Feel lose when you can't get it
But feel so relieve when you know there is an answer for you
Any of us will change when we're growing up
Opinions and point of view do change from the place we life

Don't ever look back might be better
Everything just let it be
If it's possible the story to be continue
If impossible just let it become 
Your own very beautiful memories, very nice story in your life

I know why people stubborn for everything they wanted
They don't even want to let it go til they really find it out
So don't ever scold the stubborn stupid !
Because you will never know how suffer, how much hope they are
But as times fly, something so strong will become light
Should look to the bright side and get a life

Human will never can fight with the emptiness in their heart

And that's why they're always finding something they needed so much to fulfill

But sometimes they make a wrong choice or just they used to be

Who knows...

Feel like pathetic, because they just keep on finding the things they needed so much

And why don't they just content with everything they got

The more they wanted to replace the huge emptiness they got in their heart

They may not know since they're having fun or fighting hard for it

But outsider always the clear-headed

Learn not to break your own rules easily

Rumors and gossip are always friend with human

They will never stop unless the one who dead

Get together with my classmates this 2 months were really fun and happy

There are awesome =)

But then my time sometimes will mess up like staying up late due to sleep too much at evening

Well ya, without parent's control must be different

Hate to stay in this house!

Last night happened something weird on me

I can't online, I can't call out, I can't text out

What the heck !

The line not the 1st time already, damn the stingy owner =(

Hope I can find another better room than this ! Of course air-con for the 1st request =p

I just so darn lazy to walk out to have my dinner recently ><

McD delivery and Cococrunch + Milk will be my normally dinner

I dislike Thursday! 

I got 8am class until 11am then I need to wait for my co-co(badminton) 2-4pm

Hell ya, such a long time to wait

But today I went to foyer to pass my time

Suddenly, there was a boy came towards me

He said, paiseh ah.. I gap you for a long time

Here we got the tri-factor

You should go join the modeling =)

I was like lol?! then I answered him, there are prettier than me the percentage of winning it just 0.01?

He smiled and said many people said so, anyway.. just go and have a look. 

LoL. If I more slim I guess I'll join but I know myself not enough slim not enough qualify to join =p

Had my badminton test yesterday

Short and long service

Uhm, did well in short service but not in long service

Sigh ~ 2 balls were out and I just got 10 marks?! 我接收不到咯 ! HAHA

Its fun to crazy around with my colleagues xD

At least they're friendly enough to stick around

Unlike those villain

Lucky that they're not really nerd

So I gonna pass my 2 years with all of 'em

Seriously, I hate walking in the huge college =.=

Especially when at then end of the block walk to the 1st block

Killing me badly !

I hate sweating =(

I'm waiting for the mega sales and I wanna be shopaholic that time

Wondering how much I'll use for

Perhaps daddy will gimme extra money again?
LoL

A really good or used to the same thing?
HmmMmm 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

In a new place
In a new situation
In a new city
In this all new and of course I do got a new thinking
A mature thinking with a heart full of beware
I don't act so LC since people treat me so friendly
I don't act like I so clever since there were people always clever than me

I used to think something like before
Something silly something funny?
Something like ain't reality at all
But then this time the conclusion just so different compared to before
I don't be stubborn anymore like what I very persevere in
So no matter what, I was like nothing and keep moving on
No matter what, I was like very fine with it even its worst

People always see me smile see me laugh
They ain't know the real me inside
How much pains how much hurts been for few years
So just be tough enough to handle this all
If you can't suggestion, find a friend who can trust so much I mean ' so much '
Just try to get some opinion, but everything just depends on you
Because you're the last one who gonna make decision for your own !

What does single really stand for ?

S - Stay

I - Intoxicated

N - Nightly

G - Get

L - Laid

E - Everyday

from Jeff Foxworthy

Recently, my facebookers' status all talk bout single really good?
Single doesn't mean lonely? and so on
People so desperate to get a partner
People so hunger bout love

The purpose you get a BF/GF is to cure your loneliness or you really love him/her?

1. Cure loneliness is the worst relationship ever !
    You might feel empty you feel like to get a person to be your companion but you don't love him/her
    You just used to be with him/her instead lonely
    You used to care him/her so much but the love from you just ain't true

2. People who are pretty always jealous by the unpretty
    Unpretty always did something to get more attention from others but not pretty
    As everyone thought this is a reality world
    Even you interview a job, your look will always be the 1st request

3. They wanna have sex
    Maybe I'm a bit conservation
    Noone will like the 2nd hand thing so do the men, it just like staleness
    Don't you think you wait until you married and left it for you husband is better?
    Some more after married your husband will never know you're how many hand? LoL
    The value of yourself from others are all depends on you

4. True Heart, Real Feel, Last Long
    I just wanna have this kind of relationship
    I knew its hard to get kind of this but I'll never in despair
    People who in love ain't because of lonely or emptyness
    People who in love just because they knew each other very well and there's someone existed in their life
    But, how many people will got this kind of relationship? =)


Love ain't a mathematics equation so we cannot count how many we gives
Just gives as much but don't bother about how much you will get back
Even you can't get it back, okay..let go! At least you tried.


Don't let those worthless people hurt you, as I said worthless !
Because no matter what, they will never give you a damn
How much things you had done they will never care maybe they will just give a smile?
A smile doesn't mean anything
So please be smart
Think thrice before you do =)
Think clearly before you regret

Today listen some announcement bout learning music instruments
And its recall me of my piano
I learned piano since primary 4
I got no piano that time because a new piano is really expensive
After 3 years I got a 2nd hand piano
I was really happy and put much effort in practice it

Every year exam 1 grade
But then come to Form 5 I failed
I got no time for my piano lesson
My time is just full with the tuitions' time
How can I kill 2 birds with a stone?
Well, I don't dare to tell my parents and keep it silent
Until they asked, my parents were so disappointed
First, the fee ain't cheap
And its need to wait for 1 year to resit the grade
My parents paid so much and I put so much effort on it
But now I can't continue it
Feels like so wasted and wanted to finish all the grades badly

Piano can be my companion when I'm really bored
Playing piano can shoo away my bothers
Playing piano can relax me so much
Playing piano can really chill me out
Playing piano can help me express my feelings

Sometimes, we got no choice
Sometimes, we miss the chance
Sometimes, we doesn't appreciate
So, hrmm.. a sad case

Aww ~ spider web in my blog ><
Reached KL on 24th April and I went to shopping everyday, eat good meal everyday
And caused my weight gained..

1st May - moved into my room,
it wasn't a good day since raining and i bought everything with 3 hours ++
i thought i can finish buy everything in 1 hour
who knows keep walking and keep thinking what thing to buy and my trolley is full with everything
its took me 1 hour to tidy up my room
and i got everything in my own lil room

2nd May - raining day,
went out together with bunch sandakian
1st place was jusco since they got lotta things to buy
2nd we went to pavillion to watch movie
LOL! they was like, wah.. the 2nd day then out and having fun
rain doesn't extinguish the fire in our heart?
so we still walk to pavillion although raining and bought a shirt to change over there

this is the view from my room, 13rd floor

3rd May-tarc orientation,

queue for 1 hour to get in the hall and listen for the talk until 5pm

and outside was raining cats and dogs

sometimes its better wake up in the early morning than running under the rain.

seriously, I do miss my parents and my hometown's room

but i didn't get any homesick

maybe i used to the life here?

the life here just unlike my hometown

especially more places to hang out but food lose my hometown 99 streets xD

some how, the expensive of course tasty

nowadays i just sleep eat hanging out

wait until 9th then only college start

The lap thing I did it tonight

Went to old town to meet up with friends

But then we reached and sit down for few minutes

We plan to go encore to sing k

We left there without any order

People look at us, LoL!

Really so lap ~!

Seriously, I didn't did this kind of thing before =X

原来……

事隔多年才从朋友口中的知这事。
是你们分了3个月，我才和他一起
我不是第3者，第3者的是你！
别以为我什么都不知，我只是扮大方当没事。
只因为我‘当时’很爱很爱他。
你在背后搞的每个小动作，我……都很清楚。
反倒过来，我被别人说成抢别人男友的高手还显得你有多可怜
搞得我都被说成：你要小心xxx，她很会抢别人的男友。
妈的！我真的问心无愧。
很高招！我还真的输的远远的
我不恨你只是看见你我有种不爽的感觉。

有些事有些人，过去了就让他过去。
已几年了，我也完完全全的放下
只是当知道真相时，有一点酸酸的感觉。
算了，是非到处都是。
你们说个够吧我管不了也不想为那无谓的是非不开心
我自认为，我和谁都很能说
只是说多了，别人起疑演变成是非


还有另外的事和另外的人，

有时候，当那天使的脸孔被拆穿了

是多么的恐怖，恶心，厌恶！

以前我从来都不相信别人口中恶魔的你

我真的不信，因为

你的为人，你给了我安全感

你对我很好，好的我没有我可以挑剔

可是事实在眼前，我不得不信

没关系，我依然当你是朋友

只是少了那很相信很放心