When I no longer think over, 

no longer argue with you,

not even needed you to coax me

and that means I really don't care about you any more.

Tell me everything

Everything about you I would like to listen

Everything happened to you I would like to know

I didn't mean to grab away your freedom

But everything do have their limit line

I trusted you always and always

I've been questioned by you again and again

I didn't mind of it

I'm just so sick

No hide and seek,

the one who seek for you will really worry;

the one who hide might not understand all these.

Or maybe I just cannot be they way you want

How sad

I hate troubles
But the song always sing that trouble is a friend
Well, I try not to involve in any trouble

As my friend said whenever the places are crowded there will be gossips
I don't even know what the hell wrong with the pity fella
She was the one who caused all these shit
If she just wanna stop all these shit
Why don't she just ignore and reject directly?
WHY still 'pancing' and used people
Some more acting like people bothering you this sow
DAMMIT!
Get sympathies and begging for help?
C'mon, fuck off you bitch

If you're hot chick I would like to shut the hell up
Too bad you aren't
Some part of your body itchy would make you do so huh
So fake, I never give a damn on such person
Well, I do felt shame
Try to think whether you guys are right or not
Not to mess with people around
Maybe you guys were so drunk
But why still continue when you guys are awake?
This only will be the jokes for others
Speechless

This is college not secondary anymore
Some more you guys age add together already above 30
Why cannot be mature
Thinking that the most elder in the class is the BIG BROTHER huh
People trying to clean the mess but then you guys don't even know how to be grateful
End up the girl act like innocent


Okay, I know this ain't my business
But then they were my classmate, I felt shame seriously
Sigh ~ 

My very first expensive branded in my life

PRADA
Tiffany & Co.

People thinking people mind

People jealous people cursing

People hopeless people failed

I ain't the perfect but I do deserve everything

I started to loosen up the secure from you

I felt so urm.. undescribable

Don't ask me why

I don't even know what the heck wrong with me this weirdo

How much I wish you were here now

I'm just too weak to be human

I keep on relying people around me
I just doesn't feel like I can do it by my own
You see me brave

But you don't know how fear I am

You see me laughing all the day
You don't know how many bothers I have

You see me smile with you
You don't know do I really feel happy

When I'm alone
I was like dying since I got a strong reliance

I ain't God

I ain't fortune teller

I ain't any 'Feng Shui' master

I never can expect what will happen next

So don't promise me anything

Don't ask me to promise you anything

You know once promise had broke and hurts caused

In man's world there must be two memoriable women

One is the first love of him

And the second was his wife

They were shy and happy for their first

Since they're ignorance and naive

Everything was really nice

Maybe the very first time they doesn't know how to handle everything

So they broke up and searching for the next

Lastly, when they grew up

They knew what they really want

End up the last one will be his wife

I tend to be strong in my relationship

Distance isn't a problem for me

People said its hard to manage a distance love

Just they don't understand if love outlines its day

Its doesn't matter where you are

I know the world outside are beautiful and attractive

No matter how beautiful the world are

No matter how attractive the world outside

No matter how good how great they are

No matter how many temptation outside

Only you the one who stolen my heart

I really do feel that I'm bliss now