Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Merdeka


The independent day
I don't have any feeling bout it
I was just feel happy that because I don't need to school =)
It was holiday
But just for 1 day
And tomorrow gonna school till 3p.m
How tired how pathetic
Woke up early in the morning and went to tuition at 9a.m
You know what
I was woke up at 5a.m
I was ready to school
When I change my cloth
OH! Today is merdeka la..
Back to my bed =X
LoL
After tuition went to equator high tea with mummy
Yogurt cheese cake + iced mochacino expresso
Yummmmmmmmmmmmy ~~
The weather is just superb hot :S
Thinking to go encore
but my friend said must be so many people
So we change to yum cha 
After that yum cha with my friend
And went to her house for movie and chit chat
This is how I pass my independent day

Sunday, August 29, 2010

28 August

Jog with friend at tshun ngen
Does this count an exercise
We just walk =p
Went to yum cha with friend at night
Just like usual
Then we go eat 'Bing' (chinese) at prima square
The strawberry flavor is the nicest among others
But I the mango flavor was sold out
Too bad!

We just no place to go
Sandakan..
Really not much place to go
And we suddenly think of sing K
We went to encore
One night sing
HAHA
So lucky that we wait for a while then got room for us










these are the photos we snap =)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Never Ever Again

Oh Gosh! Soar throat is killing me
I can't talk too much
I need to talk softly
People was mad about huh? what you say ah?
Pardon? Louder a bit eh..
LoL
I guess sooner or later will get fever eh
Lucky sick after the excel
If not no any replacement for the excel
So cruel!






OR


so which one do you prefer?
It just so messed up
If you choose never stop loving
Once you get hurt
Aww ~ I guess you will choose never love again
But do you ever think if you fall in love at the fist sight?
You gotta choose back never stop loving
LoL
So RIDICULOUS huh!





Getting lazy after the excel
Monday still got the account monthly test
Urgh! Seriously I hate exam
But enjoy going school





Went for a moive ' FROZEN '
What a NICE movie
Not really excited
Lil bit bored
But lil bit disgusting
Talk bout they skating
Then they been grounded in the middle of the hill
How they die
How they went out from there




I warning myself now not going to fall at the first sight anymore
NEVER EVER AGAIN
It's just so freaking bad
Maybe sometimes it's good
But not all the time
Well, it depends
At the right timing met the right person
At the wrong timing met the right person
So unfair!
I just not content with the thing I wanna get but in the end I get nothing
The feeling is just so freaking shit
Buy ya, life still goes on =)

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

我还是不懂



我永远都不懂
I really don't understand
Why? Why? Why?
If for a normal
Won't do such things
And so on
LoL
Now then I realize that
Dubious can happened thru the daily actions
Not only thru words



Urgh! I was really mad with the freaking goofy in my class
He dirty my name!
He told everyone I'm his wife
and went to New York to honeymoon
WHAT THE HECK YOU DECK!
You're just a shit, don't you?!



Excel will finish in this week ~
But I still can't get freedom yet
Since it's only excel not SPM
Sigh ~

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

星期二





因为不用上学
星期二的早晨很安静
没有所谓的上课铃声,老师的噪音
起床后发现家里空荡的只有我一个
开着电视等着等着那早餐
整个早上我也不懂我在做什么
似浪费时间



时间一分一秒的在过
而我忽然的想起你的笑容
你那熟悉的脸孔
闪过我的脑海
让我好想好想你




每天我都盼望着看到你
然而好事不怎么发生在我身上
下雨的那一天
我试着
但偏偏你还是不懂
我们还是说了拜拜




你的摩羯性格
就是一副无所谓,无相干
有了谁没了谁都能过你自己的生活
你那性格诺我能做到该多好
可是这世上每个人都不一样
我还是我
而你不会因为我而改变



上帝是多么的‘公平’
给了你某些当然要把一些没收
是我想太多了吧
我很需要暂停这一切
时间回不去
也改变不了什么

Monday, August 23, 2010

Crush ~





I never thought that I'd fall in love
But it grew from a simple crush
Being without you, I was all messed up





Remember telling my girls that I'd never fall in love
I'd never find a boy I could trust
But then you walked into my life and it was all about us
Feels like insomnia
I just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And I know that it's love






Freaking unlucky day ~
Awaken by message in the early morning
And I woke up to prepared and go school
Breakfast with friend
When we step on the stair
The guard had closed the door
We beg him to open and let us go in






I was GG.com in my Biology paper
Well done to myself
Blamed that I didn't prepare enough






I felt so damn cold in the morning
The wind keep blowing
And I sat under the fan
I was totally frozen
At the same time I thinking
If someone could borrow me jacket or something can warm me
How good
Well, good things will less happen on me






When back home
There was traffic jam
and I choose to back home from the Singapore road
I was go the wrong way
It's so DANGER!
Thanks How to let me turn to left side

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Raining Day

Saturday Night
Went to a movie with Bao
The Last Airbender
Rate for this movie
The movie a bit touch
Its talk about a child wanna live a normal life but he has no choice
He need to be the Airbender and rescue everyone





Thinking to text you but scare to disturb
In the end I choose not to text and wait you online
But you didn't since you need to back to school today






We talk bout her
She totally controlled by her boyfriend instead of Qiu Qiu ( hakka )
Even tuition also stop
C'mon her study is not really good
Why ask her to stop due to many boys there
So selfish man!
I know you are rich
But can't you stand on the girl's side to think?
She is still young!
You told her will open a shop for her if she can't continue study
Which human's mouth not sweet when they dating huh?
Girl! Not say I wanna curse you
Try to think far a bit
Once you break with him
The shop isn't yours
And you have nothing!
You lost your friends
You have not enough education!
Everything not that simple as you think
That's you life
Don't let other to control you, please!
I didn't mean that your partner cannot control you
But not this way








I rather giving freedom each other
If we trust each other
We don't need to worries too much
We don't need to care too much
We don't need to argue much
Because of the trust!
That's what I think




Waiting for the time to pass
But it's just so hard
I hang out, I watch tv, Online, nap..
And finally the time has come




Wanna jog
but too bad that raining!
Urgh!
Spoiled everything
Jog canceled and we went to yum cha
I was a bit shy =X
LOLOL

Friday, August 20, 2010

The Songs



I'll Be There - Tae Yang!


I love this the most ~ 
I love the mv too ~
It just so nice..
So do the lyric =)







就这样好了






每天都是一种练习




我相信






你不知道的事

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

What a weather

Everyone didn't use much time to finish the sejarah paper =)
Everyone sleep like dead fish
Besides, raining while everyone is sleeping xD
4 down 4 to go in 7 days
So hope fast fast pass it
And holiday
I can't go KL but I can go KK
At least I can shopping
But KL is more choices to let me choose =X





LOLOL!
Was at St John room using notebook
Suddenly you open the curtain and said
Why are you here!
Shocked me man!
I was a bit shy and ask to close it
Sot! HAHA






Aww ~ I was so confused
Should I?
Hrmm.. My friend ask me
Why couple broke up can be friend
Lol! Don't you think it is so funny
Then why can't be friend?
Cannot be couple can be friend ma
Don't be so 'small gas' >.<
You can't make a confirm
And your style just like 'pancing pancing'
My friend said that it's true
Ask me to be patient and wait for it





You said I gotta go after SPM
You are so sure bout it
Sigh ~
Do you know that I willing to stay IF you ask me to stay



I willing to stay because of you!
I willing to stay because of you!
I willing to stay because of you!
I willing to stay because of you!
I willing to stay because of you!
I willing to stay because of you!
I willing to stay because of you!
I willing to stay because of you!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

BI Paper

Phew ~ I was nearly can't finish my essay
The time given in the timetable was wrong
I wonder who so CLEVER to make it wrongly
And of course lots of em can't finish it
An essay should be 2 hours 15 mins
But it just 1 hour 45 mins
How fast
When come to objective is 2 hours 15 mins
I sleep and wake how many times
There is still got time left
I guess I'm lucky =)




Well, 3 down 4 to go
Tomorrow will be history
The lovable subject among all
I wonder how long I can sleep
And if I study also won't pass
Let it be ~




Urgh! I rather you guys don't tell me the truth
At least I still got hope for it
In fact, the truth was hurt me badly
But I would like to thanks my friend who told me
So from now on
I'll change myself
I won't bet 100% for it
I really do
Scolded by friends
due to this ' willing to stay if its true '
Hrmm.. they said I'm gonna go KL
and leave my hometown
Don't think too much
But I really willing to stay if it's true =)

Monday, August 16, 2010

Excel

Hohoo ~
There are soalan bocor everywhere
But I'm just lazy to read it since it's not science subjects
Well, teachers wanna earn $$
I guess that the reason why soalan bocor everywhere =X
Hrmm..




o.O nearly late for school today
Went to mile 1 and half to pack food
I wonder why still need to assembly since form 5 got excel
It's just so annoying
Hope to pass my BM
And get better result than last sem.




I gave him the sushi >.<
LoLoL
I was just so shy
And.. and.. I can't believe that his mum ate it
And said it was ok
HAHA
Well, don't know what should I say now
Err..thus much =)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

stomach feeling unwell

What a boooooooooooooored Saturday and Sunday...
I was stay at home and grow mushroom all the time...
Like a freaking GEEK
Facebook, pps and mobile will be my companion all night long..




o.O Sunday, I pass my time by made sushi..
Then I got a sleep until night to dine and so on..
Bahasa Malaysia is the subject exam tomorrow..
Well, I don't know what to study and I just simply read the essay.. 





owh! I abandon my breaking dawn long time ago..
I still remember the last time I read is about Jacob..
Will continue it tonight before I sleep =)

Friday, August 13, 2010

Thinking?




 Maybe I'm just thinking too much for that
Maybe I shouldn't thought it would be real
If it could I guess it will be a miracle
But how sad is miracle doesn't exist when I need it badly
What else can I do for that huh? 

STOP! 

Stop everything start from now
Let go naturally
Don't ruin everything
I do hints a lot and a lot
It sooo obvious!
Some might just half-beat slower than others 




I can do nothing for that
Maybe I'm not as great as others
But this is me
I'm being myself
I just can't stop what I'm doing
I just can't stop....................
Just can't stop.............
I think it was too deep to me again
The world is so cruel
They gimme at first like going up to the heaven 
Once they take back everything it just like pulling me down to the hell
The feeling is superb worst
I swear I hate it more than enough 




How could I stop it so sudden?
If it will let me disappointed
Please
and I beg for not giving me at the first time
Don't ever try to enter my life
Just leave it behind or somewhere else




I'm just so FRAGILE
  
Please don't break me

When I fall to you



One down 7 to go
2 weeks more for the excel
I did memorize the nilai-nilai moral
And I try to finish all the questions
Today was so free
I wonder why school don't let us leave early?
Our exam started at 7-9.20a.m
After that we are free until finish school
The time is just hard to pass
Especially without something I wanted 




Every time I'm just waiting the chances
But the fate didn't bring us together
I don't force...............................
I don't need?!
I wanted.............................
I care.........................

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Back home

A lazy morning
When I woke up
I do feel lazy to go school
But I know if I don't go sure get scold
So force myself to go
Gosh! What a lucky day
My menstrual pain =(
I let teachers to sign the paper and went home




Damn the guard!
He is just so busybody
I already gave discipline sign
I told him I had gave to discipline and form teacher
He mad at me said he need to see the paper
Wtf! Why he mad at me huh?
I didn't did anything wrong
I took the paper and put on the table hardly let he see
He ask me to put on Mr.G table
That should give my form teacher
He got no right to ask me give who yet he is just a guard!




Btw, I scape cocum =X
How good
Went home then I jump into my bed
Sleep like a dead fish
Until they finish cocum then I woke up




Moral exam tomorrow!
The only subject for tomorrow
7.00-9.00p.m
How long
I wonder I can sleep how long =p
Good Luck ~