Appear when I thought of

Let me saw when I miss

I would like to see more smile on the face

But smile for nothing is just like a fool

Well, I wish to own one day

I like the jokes

I dislike the way to fight back my words

Lol, but if don't fight back it's just so boring

I like all the ways he is

When free period I thinking to study my Chem and finish up all the homework

Who knows teacher force those who are free to go mini theater to listen a talk

" Stress Management "

At 1st I think that wasting my time to study and finish the homework

But slowly I think of

I really really stress of the piano exam

Thanks God for letting me know how to manage it

I learned a lot

I wonder why the one who got problem always barking all the gossip and talk bad about me!

Can't she become more mature? Stop being LALA eh!

I didn't did anything wrong

Everyone got eyes to see it

Everyone knows it

Well, I don't care who the heck are you

I didn't did wrong you talk bad bout me

That's your problem

You don't have much friend

Why don't you change yourselves?

Why don't you look at yourselves before you talk bad about me?

Don't you feel yourselves so pathetic that you wanna find the bad of me and be a topic with your friend(not friends)? 

I won't be like you

I won't angry of your gossip or words

It doesn't hurt me unless you touch 1 of my fur >.<

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Everyone knows the truth

But you still making gossip

You can go write a novel and publish

HAHA

You are invisible for me

Fortunately that I've changed myself

Not the one who so easy get mad and gonna take action on you anymore

C'mon you are 17 now

Why don't your mind become mature as you age?

Or you still want to be LALA

Shout for nothing, mad for reasonless, spoiled people friendship?

Oh Gosh! Don't be ' 2 heads snake '

Just so fucking bad!

HAHA

Went to YoungKee's party just now
He was wink when I reached
His eyes become extra small =p

Ate the food BBQ by Hoka & Vicky =)

Nice? Hrmm.. just okay =X
I do enjoy it although it just a while

Drink a lil wine only due to tomorrow gotta school and BIO test

Bio killing me softly

When I fall in love it will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love is ended before its begun
And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

The first time I saw you,
I knew it was true,
I'd love you forever and that’s what I'll do 

I've changed =)

The 1st time Saturday I didn't go out for yum cha and so on

I was catch cold actually >.<

Stay at home for the whole night

Facebook and msn be my companion

Chat with someone until the next morning until sleepy

The time just hard to pass

But I like that we chat a lot and a lot

You support me for my piano exam

HAHA

I hate people knock my door non stop

I will wake up why you need to knock soooo many times?

SO DAMN ANNOYIN!!

Wake up and went out for breakfast with parents

It just as usual >.<

Take a nap and thinking to go playground with friends

But the sky is getting dark and raining cats and dogs

The worst thing is the thunder awake me from my sleep and my dreams

Next Monday, my piano exam =(

I was freaking nervous and stress about it

Argh!

Every time of the exam I was so nervous

I can even listen to my heartbeat getting fast and fast

My mind was blank

Hands freeze

HORRIBLE!

Anyone any idea to stay calm during exam? 

I wanna shout!

I WANNA shout!

I WANNA SHOUT!

You guys are just so fake

PUKE!!

How come their attitude sooooo fake

They act they are just so friend with you

Meanwhile they talk bad about you to the whole world

Gosh!

I hate this kind of person

Felt pathetic for the one that they talked about

thus much..

Aww ~ nearly forgot to update my blog =)

I was sooo tired these few days due to the science & vocation week

I was incharge of the backdrop

Happy that finished it in time

and I follow em to go for the activities

Btw, I can escape the lessons xD 

Watched Twilight Saga - Eclipse last Saturday

I love Edward sooooo much =)

He's so fair, rich, cool and handsome enough then Jacob

He's more powerful than Jacob

After watched the movie I was excited about the story and I ask my friend to find the twilight saga set box that got 4 books inside a box.

Inside including twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn

Impatient to get all of em >.< 

LOLOL! My eyes just can't look away from you

You are just charming

I guess you will tell me that you saw me walking around the school?

And and and..

You standing right there

Smile with me

How sweeeeeet

HAHA 

Lately I thought of someone

Guess who?

The who is he 'ninG'

=)

Sometime I do think that what if I ask him to go for movie together

Go for yum cha together

Be my companion when I feel lonely, helpless

Well, I think it will be impossible

SHE will not let others to get near towards him 

Hoh! I lost 1kg

I know it is just so less

But I'll keep it up!

Aza Aza Fighting! =)

 

I'll never ever look back

I'm cruel and yet loyal

There is only 1 thing to let me ever treasure it

But nowadays this thingy fade away with times

When I was not cruel there are thousands to attacked me

When I looking back there are millions memories

Sometime the memories are worth the pain

Why are we finding something that might hurt us

Wasting time at all

That's why I said never look back

Why do we need to escape from the reality?

Isn't that a dud?!

Sometime we don't have the choice and a lots to bother

So we choose to escape from the reality

But how many of em did so can settle the problems?

We might dare to face it

So called life 




Should no such sentence without anyone you can't live

That is only you get used on something and you will say so

But if I love someone maturely + superb deeply I guess I'll say so =)

幼稚的孩儿，

何时才不逃；

时机未曾到，

孩儿虽孩儿；

诺要成熟时，

请儿别幼稚！

看不惯那些

以为认识了很多很威的人

就可以乱欺负弱小

挂着那副骄傲在脸上

小气的要命

如果我是男的我一定会阻止

不是说我 ‘ke po’ 只是看不过眼而已

世界是那么的现实

你对谁好，谁就会对你好

河水不犯井水

井水犯河水就得付出代价

自己错了就要反省

不要颠倒是非装可怜还要人帮

这样的行为只会让你自己失去了生活上的朋友

大家都没错

错在你自己不会珍惜朋友  

多么好睡的一天

天气不热，忽然下起雨

上着生物学的我原本想着溜出去

但老师不给还诬赖我

Tamedi ~

算啦，就坐回去

从书包拿出了account练习

老师突然喊我名

问我是否要出去站

=.= 就讨厌的把头睡在手上一直到打钟 

我就觉得我蛮幸运的

今天我escape去了羽球学会

老师把不是羽球学会的学生抓了出去惩罚

伏地挺身，跑篮球场，鸭子走路，青蛙跳

累死那些学生 

好不容易才熬到放学

想着今天不上学

可是忘了提早告诉妈妈 

就改去明天吧 =） 

今天没什么机会见到

因为我没有 free period

平常都是在 reading hall 看见对方

可是我还是那么的想念

在放学时，就让我见到了

是多么的开心 =p

我不心急

顺其自然就好





我从此都不往回望！





Mr. Bird's photography
 I like this photo so much (click on the link above) 

Reborn my hair =) 

Having fun with my classmates these few days

I realized that I laugh non stop with their jokes
Enjoying to sit with em although teachers might scold us

I was happy that I'm getting near and near on something =)

Every time I will see naturally

Aww ~ how sweeeet =) 

But..

There always a but in our life

Parents keep on nagging me for studies

I really can't stand on it =(

They don't even understand

They just only know higher marks are good

I wonder why a mother would said and predict that something bad for her daughter's future

WTF!! Can't you be more open minded like others? 




I would like to change myself for my ♥

I've quit everything bad =)

No night club for me recently

More and more no for BAD

 BUT

I will not change my own style

If I change that isn't me.  




Hoh! I wanna start to diet =(

I've gained my weight, so sad

Night exercises for everyday

Trying to eat less and skipping my dine with biscuit

Drink more water

Hoping to slim back =p

 
Woke up in the early morning

Fetch mama go take report card

=(

Failed! Gagal!

Ape boleh buat

Orang yang malas memang susah nak pass

Teacher told my mum that I always talk

HAHA!! Admit =)

I will not talk in the lesson I like

Teacher said I like to smile even being nag or scold

Well, if I don't smile what should I show to the teacher?

Cry? I'm not a kid.

Mad? C'mon, what for..

Only when my mood isn't that good I'll beh song

Another teacher told my mama ' lately she malas a bit '

>.< after it, my mum nagged me

I told her 'aiya, she teach maths one don't need to care her. I didn't do or pass up her homeworks but I still can get almost A for my maths '

She teach 1 question then ask the whole class try all the exercise

Her english + malay = manglish

Really hebat.

My mama stop and change topic =)

Night time, daddy nagged me for non stop

Urgh, I guess it

And I let it be

As long as he happy I won't care

But my tears nearly come out =(

Went out with Bao

Go sushi, Ijm, Old Town, Indah

Back home early wait for the FIFA

GO GERMANY !! 

GO GERMANY !!!

GO GERMANY !!!!

戻れない戻らない帰る场所はもうない/回不去了，再也回不去了，回去的路已经不复存在
いくら振り返っても返られない/无论怎样回顾也无法再回到从前
绮丽な足迹に涂り替えたところで/在美丽的足迹上重新涂画
自分のところだけまだ褪せない/没有褪色的却只是自己踏过的那一部分

Don't look back かっこ悪い/Don't look back，不好的地方
Don't look back ところこそが爱おしい/Don't look back，才最值得珍惜


戻れない戻らない帰る场所はもうない/回不去了，再也回不去了，回去的路已经不复存在
いくら振り返っても返られない/无论怎样回首也无法再回到从前
绮丽な足迹に涂り替えたところで/在美丽的足迹上重新涂画
自分のところだけまだ褪せない/没有褪色的却只是自己踏过的那一部分

Don't look back 笑えるのは/Don't look back 能展现笑颜
Don't look back 通り过ぎたからこそ/Don't look back 正是因为已经坚持到现在

进みたい进めないそうやって迷っているってことはもう迷ってない/想前进却无法前进 这样的迷茫不会再来
ここで留まるならいくらか楽かもね/留在这里也许会比较轻松吧
だけど胸を焦がす刺激もない/而焦心的刺激也不会存在

ねえ谁もかもを満たすのは一番辉いてた顷の/唉，从前为了满足别人而展现的最闪耀的
自分なんてそれは悲しすぎるわ/自己，那才是过于悲哀！

Don't look back

进みたい进めないそうやって迷っているってことはもう迷ってない/想前进却无法前进 这样的迷茫不会再来
ここで留まるならいくらか楽かもね/留在这里也许会比较轻松吧
だけど胸を焦がす刺激もない/而焦心的刺激也不会存在

戻れない戻らない帰る场所はもうない/回不去了，再也回不去了，回去的路已经不复存在
いくら振り返っても返られない/无论怎样回首也无法再回到从前
绮丽な足迹に涂り替えたところで/在美丽的足迹上重新涂画
自分のところだけまだ褪せない/没有褪色的却只是自己踏过的那一部分

どんな风に～/不论怎样生活
あなたなら/只要是你自己就好

FIFA!!

Germany!!

Spain =(

I won Germany but lose Spain = Nothing at all

Well, no more for FIFA!

Went to visit YangTze this evening

He was very Happy

Woah ~ he gained his weight and a bit suntan

He said inside very suffer especially the food

Dog eat it also dead
The time pass so slow for him

How pathetic =(

Saw Bao and Yee at playground

And I go there to join em

We climb here and there

Just like monkey

But its really fun =)

Countdown : a week to go

My judgement day is around the corner

Mama gonna meet up my form teacher

And talk about my rainbow colour result