If you got the chance to seize everything you ever wanted, one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
Snap back to reality
It only grows harder, grows hotter 
Why do we force ourselves to get the things we don't really need?

Because of greed inside human's heart

They refuse to accept that they can't get it

They always consider whether they really need or not

But just because of the fun to get it

So they fight so hard to grab over

End up they just left it aside

It was just a wasted

Since we know we don't need it then why we still fight so hard to get it?

Why don't we just let it for those who really need it?
Nobody asked for life to deal with us these bullshit hands we're dealt

What do we mean by that?
We do everything we wanted
Just go ahead what's our thinking
Don't ever make it as a regret since we're young
Young = EVERYTHING
Sometimes we do think to take this step but we don't ever dare
Why?! Because we always think that we're still young
We still got a lot chances
But seriously, how many years you still can remain young?
No doubt, believe in yourself

My mind changed lots after I get used to my life over here
Stay in the lil city only know how to gossip around, you know girls...
While you stay in a big city you will know you will talk more than gossip
People around wouldn't like those in a small city
Some more thinking aren't same
Maybe they're really so naive or this is just my opinion?
Yea, I know they're just kidding but then for me they just like...
Never think before talk
Well, who cares... I live not to please you at all
Besides, if you talk bad bout me or dislike me this is your problems not mine
HAHA

If it is my problems why others don't figure out?
So, it depends on people
Whenever people love you, there will be people hate you too
They just wanna make themselves feel better to do so
Why are we so bother for it?
We better use the time of bother to do something else better than that

Although I take everything so casual
But I never take love thingy to be kidding
Maybe sometimes I just duplicity to hide something inside my own world
In fact, noone will really understand
Sometimes I saw some couple and I'l imagine bout
If I got a boyfriend must be so sweet too
But then problem come, what if we just get bored with each other?
People who are boring will never my decision

This is what will happen in a relationship
People only appreciate when the things are gone
How true
Some girls are just need secure more than materials

女:你吾好再缠住我啦.
女:过去咗就过去咗架啦.
女:你学咩人弥补嗟?
女:你可以弥补到我d咩啊?
女:我珍惜你嘅时候,你又唔稀罕
女:到我唔珍惜你了,你又嚟拉住我
女:你到底想点嗟?
男:好多噑我知道自己以前做错咗
男:但系点解你一次机会都唔肯俾我嗟
男:就一次啊,一次都唔得?
女:我静系想你对我好小小嗟,小小就够啦
女:我要嘅唔系一个俾到物质而俾唔到安全感我嘅男人啊
女:你明唔明啊?
男:你对我咁唔满意嘅咪分手咯,讲咁多噑做咩嗟
男:唔好意思啵,而家我唔得闲听你电话,请你留言啦
女:我…我好挂住你啊,可唔可以俾个俾电话我啊?
男:你玩咩啊,电话又唔听,打你屋企又话你唔系度
男:你避我傍家?
女:系咪应该同你讲对唔住呢?但系我觉得无咩必要咯
女:以前我讲10句,20句,30句嘅对唔住,你理都无理过我
女:我觉得,我放低咗你
女:希望你明白我放低咗你唔系一朝一夕嘅事
女:亦希望你唔好嬲我
女:我地分手啦
男:我地分手
女:点解喔,点解你可以咁容易放低我喔
男:我…我觉得自己好似唔想习惯咗你嘅心理
男:唔好离开我啊,我地可唔可以再系翻埋一次啊
男:对唔住,我而家唔能够听你嘅电话,请你留言啦
女:你知唔知啊?我需要嘅唔系你呢种失去咗之后先识得把握嘅人
女:而可以同我行埋以后嘅路嘅男人唔系你 

Well, the first exam is Tarc isn't that good I guess
Since I didn't study much 
Was studying but then my mind just urge me to chase drama ! HAHA
Okay, 1 down 4 to go
Wondering why I got gastric after the exam
I did drink some milk before the exam and planning take brunch with my classmate
But then they came out late and I just can't patient
So I got home and CALL for my lovely McD
The day I'm going back to my hometown is getting nearer
I miss all the freaking nice fooooood in my hometown

Once a faithful man had broke his pretty good image
There will be lot judges
Maybe he don't care
But then people do feel disgusting
Well, as the old said there were ain't no girls dislike bad boy
I guess it was true
He has a girlfriend
Why do he still flirting?
Hrmm.. " Curious "
But anyway, I still got my own limit my own rules
Go ahead
I always not easy to believe
Especially in LOVE
It just enough =)

Was woke up early today due to hot weather
But then after I took my breakfast the sky had change into dark
Slowly strong wind and rain come around
I shouldn't woke up so early if not I sure that I'm still on my bed now
Nice weather to sleep really

Besides, this weather might make certain people become emo?
Wondering why raining must related with emo
Anyway, life must be full with joys and sadness to let us grow stronger
I was one of it, like to think around when rainy day

People who know me well, they can understand the pain I ever bear
They know why I changed
But no matter how I change I'm still me
Something I'm still keep holding on it
I mean my limitation, my own rules

People who know don't me, they just know I'm the joker I'm the clown
I'll always show 'em my happy face
No matter how I still give 'em a smile
So that they will not know actually there are thousands sad inside

I know time doesn't go back
We can never live on the past
So we have to moving on and accept the things happen around us
Be tough be smart when you fell down

I wondering why the owner is just so stingy apply only 5mac for almost 20 pc.
Can't he just apply 10 mac so that everyone do not need to complain and stuck with this shit line?
We do pay him every month and we get this shit line, asshole !
Every time I complain and he told me I'll think further
Nah !! If think further better change to bigger mac
I just can't wait to move out from this house
Some more those dumb shit don't even close the balcony's door
And make it strike by the wind, it shocked me from my beauty sleep ALWAYS!!
Dammit !

How come those boys' housemate are just sooo lazy?!
Can't they hold their lil brother to peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
Make the toilet so darn dirty and smelly
OR their lil brother twisted?
I thought owner said got maid come and clean it up
But then I still seeeeeee dirty =.=
I even wash the toilet myself =S


Some more those housemate really selfish =(
When they finish wash their clothes can't they just take it out?
Still left it inside the washing machine for lay egg is it
Gosh !
Sometimes not even enough place to hang out my clothes
Or else I can smell the stink of the clothes
I bet they didn't put enough the detergent
Argh! I just can stand no more =(