LOL! The numbers game in Facebook is kinda fun to play ^^


* Inbox me any number between 1 and 5000 and I'll make my status with your number and what I think about you. Fun things is, only you and me know what your number is. I dare you to post this as your status. HAHA =p


Everyone got their own number and sent me. Well, they will get their reply on my status.


I didn't go for morning jog today. I just can't wake up
But ya I sleep quite long? 4.30pm then I only wake
Soo horrible after my spm had finished.


Okay, lets enjoy the last day of 2010! 

Can I play piano at this early morning?

Can I play my favo song now?

I wish I could

But everyone is sleeping and I cannot play it

It might awake 'em

Suddenly I wanted to play piano so much

I would like to express my feeling through the song I play

I really do

But then I couldn't

Sealing myself soo much

I want SLIM! SLIM! SLIM!

I go for morning jog twice a week

I eat less everyday although many meals

I massage follow videos? =)

I want SLIM! SLIM! SLIM!

As years goes on
You don't even know how much I wish you to come back
A million words wouldn't bring you back
I know because I've tried
Neither would a million tears
I know because I've cried
Tears are words the hard can't express
Forget the times you walked by
Forget the time you've made me cry
Forget the time you held my hand
For get the sweet things if I can
I can no longer pretend

JL

How I miss the past, it was always simple and beautiful day
But now it is unreachable
It is always swindler talk to a fool to hear
But the one also stubborn to believe everything
There are memories between us, the memory of your smile is my biggest light
But for you everything was null
It's amazing how he can break my heart and I can still love him with all the little pieces
I know in reality we can't be together
So I just close my eyes and you're right here with me
In my dreams you're mine forever

How come the one I wanted to share my dreams with,
Took my dream from me
Love is a precious gift that people try to hold onto until the end of time,
Even when there's nothing left to hold
Now my heart bleeds no more since its turning to stone long time ago

Primary's Gathering

6 people, so many horr? LOL

We plan to dine at De Palm

But the restaurant was closed or else?

We all don't know

And we change to The Boss to had our dine

Then we went to play some bowling

Since Sandakan not much places to go

We played for 1 hour

This was the 1st time I play bowling

I can spare and strike! Woo Hoo~

It was soo cool

Buahahah! I guess it was lucky?

Then we had some ice-cream at 7 heaven

O.o the wind blew soo strong while having our ice cream

Okay ~ that was my gathering tonight =X

如果两个人分手之后做了朋友，那说明我从来没爱过你。

如果两个人分手以后依旧可以做分手之前做的事，那说明我想让你记住我。

如果两个人分手之后我不再见你并大声说我恨你，那说明我不舍得离开你。

如果两个人分手之后在彼此的世界消失了，那说明我真的爱你。

分手时，沉默是最好的问题，最圆满的答案。

恋爱是甜蜜的，分手是难免的。谁不是哭过几次，痛过几次，才找到最后的爱。分手是必经的，但有些问题不必问。

1。不要问：为什么要分手？

无论答案是什么，都是你难以接受的原因。

2。不要问：你有没有爱过我？

爱过如何，未爱过又如何，总之这一刻就是不爱。

3。不要问：我做错了些什么？

爱不是讲对错，而是讲感觉。相爱是谈情，不是讲理。当爱的感觉已经不存在，对或错又可以挽回些什么？

4。不要问：我有什么不好。她有什么好。我有什么比不上她？

何必逼对方，再一次侮辱你，打击你的自信心。

5。不要问：难道你不记得我们以前快乐的日子了么？

她/他要离开你，就是因为她/他要现在的快乐，和将来的快乐。

6。不要问：不如我们重新来过？

这个哀求，只会让对**得你更可怜，更卑微。

7。不要问：我们以后还可不可以做朋友？

这样拖泥带水，对方只会感到厌烦。

我一直说一句话…爱是最美好的记忆。爱过了，曾经拥有过了，就要学会知足，何必为难对方，让曾经的美好变了味道。让她/他曾经给过的温柔成为孤独时温暖自己的美妙的回忆。回忆是美丽的…珍藏走过的轨迹…握紧现有幸福… 

I slept for 4 hours and woke up early in da morning to breakfast with family
When we reached Sim Sim there is no place to parking
Then we went to the ' Sang Yuk Min '
Soooo crowded lucky there was an empty table for us =)

Back home and I direct jump into my bed and sleep until 5pm
When I woke up Oh gosh! Headache >.<
I drink lotta water and rest for a while
Mama didn't pack for me =.=
I went out for dine with Yee & Bao
They spend me Sushi =) Thanks ~ 
Then we'd a walk at giant?
Buy some drinks, snacks

We went to QQice for yum cha =.=
LOL! We order our Favo's drink
HONEY GREEN TEA ~
Chit Chatting, gossip? HAHA
What a Sunday =)

Went out dine with family at Prima Square

I totally forgot it was Saturday

I didn't prepare to go out

When brother called me then I remember owh! It was Saturday =.=

After dine then we'd a walk at Mile 4, Night Market

Quite crowded and we bought something to eat again

We met lotta friends and so on

Around 10 something

Out with mai friends for a drink and supper

Well, grats to the one who put it down

And keep it up =)

Okay, gotta sleep early tomorrow gonna wake up early >.<

谁又骑着那鹿车飞过
忘掉投下那礼物给我
凝视那灯饰 只有今晚最光最亮
却照亮我的寂寞

谁又能善心亲一亲我
由唇上来验证我幸福过
头上那飘雪 想要楼息我肩膊上
到最后也别去么

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想听听笑话
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry, Merry Christmas
明日灯饰必须拆下
换到欢呼声不过 一剎

谁又能善心亲一亲我
由唇上来验证我幸福过
头上那飘雪 想要楼息我肩膀上
到最后也别去么

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想听听笑话
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry, Merry Christmas
明日灯饰必须拆下
换到欢呼声不过 一剎

明晨遇到 亦记不到 和谁在醉酒中偷偷拥抱
仍然在傻笑 但你哪知道 我想哭
和谁撞到 亦怕生保 宁愿在醉酒中辛苦呕吐
仍然在头痛 合唱的诗歌 听不到

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想听听笑话
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry, Merry Christmas
明日灯饰必须拆下
换到欢呼声不过 一剎

Merry Christmas Everyone

It was an awesome Christmas for me, I guess?

Went to church at 7 something

Greeting, chit chat, sing along and so on

But then my friend reach

They ask me go out and ask for dine

I followed =p

Went to KFC and thanks Biao Ge for the dine

We estimate the time and went back

I back home to prepared to hang out

Then we go Indah to round?

Sooo many cars, sooo crowded

First, went to fox

Gosh! Full house and soo many people over there

Second, went to blackjack

Drink with Chung's family

LOL! It was surprised when I saw his whole family

How enjoy =)

Thirdly, went to Foo's house to meet up 'em

We drank, we ate, we bluff and ...

I guess I was a lil bit wing?

We finish drank and go KFC again =.=

I wanna eat KON LAO MEE

But they go KFC =(

Someone was sad well, lucky he got us to cheers him =)

Everything will be alright friend, you need times

Thanks for those who text me on time for the wishes!

I back home early due to Dad called non stop

Okay, reached home at 4 something

Roar! Sooo damn tired and having fun much

Thanks God!

Sorry for readers, I'd closed my blog for a period due to some lameness thingy

And now I open back for everyone

No secrets =)

I dyed my hair =)
Blonde? HAHA
For the 1st time the aunt said my hair too black had no colour
Okay, dyed the 2nd time
Come out the colour sooo bright
But friends said its nice
Some said prefer black coloour
LOL!!

Christmas Coooming
My wish for Christmas is to get many pocket money to buy anything I like =)
Then of course blessing for everyone and healthy for family
Well, I'm going to TARC no UTAR
How great!
I just can say I'm not so clever
By the way, college easy to pass
After the diploma I still can continue my degree
Although it might late than in university

WELCOME ME KUALA LUMPUR!

没有烟抽的日子


我总不在你身旁


而我的心理一直


以你为我的唯一的一份希望


天黑了路无法延续到黎明


我的思念一条条铺在


那个灰色小镇的街头


你们似乎不太喜欢没有蓝色的鸽子飞翔啊耶


手里没有烟那就划一根火柴吧


去抽你的无奈


去抽那永远无法再来的一缕雨丝

在你想起了我後


又没有烟抽的日子

想念你的笑 

想念你的外套 

想念你白色袜子 

和身上的味道

我想念你的吻 

和手指淡淡烟草味道

记忆中曾被爱的味道

No more school uniform
No more wake up early in the morning
No more wait school bus
No more drive to the school early
No more sleep in the class early in the morning
No more annoying bout study

No more bluffing, sad
No more chit chat, sad
No more fooling around, sad
No more jokes, bored
No more fun with friends, miss you guys
No more talks with favo teachers, miss you teachers

No more fighting? For boys
No more live movies
No more bullies
No more brutal
No more shouting
No more chasing around
I guess I'll never forget bout I escape from the bridge
I climb, I jump, I run and leave
How brave =.=

No more and no more
But will enjoy more start from now until I go for further study
My class 5F which I love soo much =)

Happy Birthday!!

May all your dreams come true

Happy Birthday!!!

Do have a blast

Happy Birthday!!!!

All the best

This is what I feeling now

So confused

So helplessness

Fears of choose the wrong way

I guess this is the most important part in our life

You choose the right way you'll get the brighter future

Once you walk to the wrong way, your future = gone/doom

Daddy the most worries me

Since I never told him what course I wanna study

Mama always suggest lotta courses but all da courses were her favo

15th Dec,

Woke up late and fetch my friend to breakfast at mile 1 and half
So unlucky there was someone block my car, I can't even out
I hon, I asked for help. People around there ask me to hon longer
Lol, some who did not know anything and look at me. Shy wei =.=
After 5 minutes then the driver came out and leavee

We reach school at 7.40 a.m, still left 20 minutes my paper will start
After the paper 1, we rest for 2 hours then our paper 2 will start
Denise, Soey and me, we went to mile 4 to past our time
We find Tracy at first, lucky she was there
Then back school at 10.30 wait until 11.15 then exam
I used 30 minutes to finished then back home and rush for everything

Before 1.30p.m I left Sandakan heading to Lahad Datu to attend relative's wedding banquet
I was really excited
Reached! Went to the groom's house to paid a vist
Then we find hotel
Here's the fucking pathetic case happened
The first hotel, full house. Fine, we left not much time
Then found a hotel got rooms, daddy paid deposit
The fucking hotel no life =.=
We need to walk to the 2nd floor while carried our bags

When we open the fucking hotel door
WTF! I totally don't know where is the fucking smell come from
SO DAMN SMELLY!
The aircon was sooo noisy exactly hard to asleep!
Then the light was so dark even makeup also can't see clearly
Come to the bathroom,
NO HOT WATER! SO DAMN DAMN LOUSY!
The bed was fucking smelly
I can't patient and keep scold non stop with mama
Daddy said if change hotel,
We have no time to prepare and so on
Urgh, just to patient and prepare everything

Finish prepared, we heading to the hall
The bride and the groom are totally match
Everyone looked pretty and handsome and of course happy too
If I didn't exam on 15th I must come early to enjoy everything >.<
Although the dinner wasn't nice but we enjoy to gather with relatives
Chit chat and so on

When the banquet finished, we went to groom's house to had a chat
I was really tired and so was 'em
We left at around 11 back to the fucking lousy hotel
I showered and sleep, I don't give a damn on everything I was so tired
My mum and aunt can't patient the noise of the aircon
And they off it until the next morning
I was sibeh hot man, I switch it on but don't know who go and switch it off
Fine, I go had my shower and pack everything and left the fucking lousy hotel
URGH!! Sandakan is always better =S

oh yea ~ I don't need to bother more
I don't need to complain more
I don't need to patient more
I don't need to entertain you anymore
I'm back to freedom! Woo Hoo ~
No regrets! No return!
Everything about you NON my business ever
I will never can patient a LAMER!!

I'm having my last paper on tomorrow. EST! That's it
Well, there is nothing to read
And I'm going to Lahad Datu after my paper
It is just so rush
But I'm excited to attend the banquet =)

You're so lame and you make my feel towards you getting less and less

I can sure that none of the girls doesn't like her boyfriend to call her sweetheart or else

I can sure that none of the girls doesn't like surprises

I can sure that none of the girls like to heard her boyfriend said 'cincai' when bought something for his girl =.=

Am I realistic? No, I ain't!

Even I wish to get some surprises also can't?

I'm totally fed up!

Every time, your 1st message to me is just asking dine yet?

You don't have another than that? Urgh!

I dislike when you going out to somewhere you didn't tell me

Only when I ask then you only tell. How terrible?

Fine, and I did like that too!

Eh, how come you're so weird huh?

Don't ever will call me to have a long chat just keep text non stop

What a world =.=

I'm very disappointed

I admit that I didn't love you enough

Actually I so love you at 1st

But you're the one who changed everything!

Sometimes, I typed some sweet sentence to your facebook's wall

You'll not reply or else just simply reply

You don't ever post some sweet sentence to me

My gosh ah! I can't patient you la

When I was sick I told you

You thought I was kidding at 1st

When you knew it was true and you ask me 'are you ok?'

LoL =.= I want caring not ok or not ok

I understand your background and I didn't ask for more

I felt that I don't have more topic to talk with you

I don't love you anymore

Problems never end

也许我们那时还小，不懂得如何爱只懂得有感觉就对，得到他就是赢家
我们都真的还小，没顾虑到很多很多，恋爱大过天
年轻的我以为一直很天真的以为他就是我唯一的那一个
只怪我们太年轻，爱情不是我们相像的那么天真

之前一点也不认识大家也没察觉大家的存在

认识后，大家熟悉了一切，他是存在的

慢慢的等待着对方，总是想着对方但又很害羞

14/7/200X

时间久了，爱来了花开了情到了

在牵手时都很害羞，心好想跳得快麻了那样但又是多么的兴奋

甜言蜜语从没少，我们都真的很开心很幸福

年轻不懂什么幸福，总觉得开心就对

一直都很依赖对方，爱上他的一切优点和缺点

他虽然不是最好但起码在我的心中，他是完美的

不开心时，总有一个人哄我开心

生气时，总有个出气筒

开心时，他总是我第一个想分享的人

无时无刻满脑想的都是他，他把我的世界变成彩色化

被他那温暖的双手牵走在街上都是很安全的

被他抱在怀里是多么的温柔，关心和照顾是从未少过

每天在学校的早上、下课、放学都有他的陪伴

是多么的甜蜜，恩爱

记得那天，我被留班而他却一直等我陪我回家

他送我的一切都还在，唯有‘那一枚’我丢掉了

我后悔，我伤心，我恨自己为何丢掉

后悔莫及，丢了的东西找不回但回忆还在

时间久了，可能他厌倦了是他累了吧

也可能在他眼里是我不够好

一年多的感情竟然经不起考验

第一次的分开只是暂时，当时我们哭的多么难舍难分

我整夜与泪，心痛的入睡

好像喊出来，但夜深了只好在自己的被里哭泣

第二天的早晨，是他把我挽回

开心的时间总是过得很快

为什么快乐过了伤心总会来？是年轻的问题吗？还是...

29/7/200X

第二次的分开，是彻底得分手

我记得那天早晨，我抱紧他忍着泪

放学时，也像今天的天气一样 ‘阴天’

我追着，含着他的名字

他也停下来了，面对着我说：我们还是分手吧

我忽然觉得很难呼吸，如此的心痛

我不多说什么，就回头要走

他拉了我的书包，最后一句问了我：你还好吗？

我微笑了，用跑的离开

回家的路上，我是痛得哭不出来

然而，雨滴滴在我脸上

回到家，我崩溃了，我哭得很惨

他看不见也感觉不到

没有他的日子，感觉生活上少了些什么似的

好空虚、好孤单、好想他，爱情让我又爱又恨

我真的很爱很爱他，只可惜他已经不爱我了

是我放不下，是我逃不脱，是我执着

我不怪谁，只怪我们太年轻

在学校，朋友买了一大盒的纸巾，我整整哭了一个星期

有时的上课，我也哭得好惨

就连老师都问是否有人欺负我

朋友都安慰我，但嘴上说总比做到容易

在学校我一直都很注意他，我的视线从未离开过他

我们没有联络，好像陌生人似的都不认识大家

是他断绝了联络，是他再次把我的心捅下一刀

每经过属于我们的地方，我都会回想起我们

属于我们的回忆，我不曾忘掉

不是我不想忘掉，而是我根本无法把它删除

我试着把你忘了，但我把别人当成替代品，我渡不过

可悲吗？还是很可笑？

我慢慢的改变了，无论是性格还是什么，都改变了

我封闭了自己不再相信爱情，我可以很喜欢但很难爱上别人

直到现在，大约有3年了吧？我还逃不脱

在每次这样的天气，那感觉都回来把我淹的喘不过气来，还很痛

自然而然的泪也留下

这么多年了，

他，曾想过我吗？

他，曾关心过我吗？

哪怕一点点我也觉得很开心

而我心里总深爱着你，关心你，想你...

我是知道我们不可能在一起

但是我还是选择了等待

有时候等待也许是一种幸福吧...
JMLKT，我还深爱着你！
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这就是我今天的心情，过了就没事!