A really good or used to the same thing?
HmmMmm 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

In a new place
In a new situation
In a new city
In this all new and of course I do got a new thinking
A mature thinking with a heart full of beware
I don't act so LC since people treat me so friendly
I don't act like I so clever since there were people always clever than me

I used to think something like before
Something silly something funny?
Something like ain't reality at all
But then this time the conclusion just so different compared to before
I don't be stubborn anymore like what I very persevere in
So no matter what, I was like nothing and keep moving on
No matter what, I was like very fine with it even its worst

People always see me smile see me laugh
They ain't know the real me inside
How much pains how much hurts been for few years
So just be tough enough to handle this all
If you can't suggestion, find a friend who can trust so much I mean ' so much '
Just try to get some opinion, but everything just depends on you
Because you're the last one who gonna make decision for your own !

What does single really stand for ?

S - Stay

I - Intoxicated

N - Nightly

G - Get

L - Laid

E - Everyday

from Jeff Foxworthy

Recently, my facebookers' status all talk bout single really good?
Single doesn't mean lonely? and so on
People so desperate to get a partner
People so hunger bout love

The purpose you get a BF/GF is to cure your loneliness or you really love him/her?

1. Cure loneliness is the worst relationship ever !
    You might feel empty you feel like to get a person to be your companion but you don't love him/her
    You just used to be with him/her instead lonely
    You used to care him/her so much but the love from you just ain't true

2. People who are pretty always jealous by the unpretty
    Unpretty always did something to get more attention from others but not pretty
    As everyone thought this is a reality world
    Even you interview a job, your look will always be the 1st request

3. They wanna have sex
    Maybe I'm a bit conservation
    Noone will like the 2nd hand thing so do the men, it just like staleness
    Don't you think you wait until you married and left it for you husband is better?
    Some more after married your husband will never know you're how many hand? LoL
    The value of yourself from others are all depends on you

4. True Heart, Real Feel, Last Long
    I just wanna have this kind of relationship
    I knew its hard to get kind of this but I'll never in despair
    People who in love ain't because of lonely or emptyness
    People who in love just because they knew each other very well and there's someone existed in their life
    But, how many people will got this kind of relationship? =)


Love ain't a mathematics equation so we cannot count how many we gives
Just gives as much but don't bother about how much you will get back
Even you can't get it back, okay..let go! At least you tried.


Don't let those worthless people hurt you, as I said worthless !
Because no matter what, they will never give you a damn
How much things you had done they will never care maybe they will just give a smile?
A smile doesn't mean anything
So please be smart
Think thrice before you do =)
Think clearly before you regret

Today listen some announcement bout learning music instruments
And its recall me of my piano
I learned piano since primary 4
I got no piano that time because a new piano is really expensive
After 3 years I got a 2nd hand piano
I was really happy and put much effort in practice it

Every year exam 1 grade
But then come to Form 5 I failed
I got no time for my piano lesson
My time is just full with the tuitions' time
How can I kill 2 birds with a stone?
Well, I don't dare to tell my parents and keep it silent
Until they asked, my parents were so disappointed
First, the fee ain't cheap
And its need to wait for 1 year to resit the grade
My parents paid so much and I put so much effort on it
But now I can't continue it
Feels like so wasted and wanted to finish all the grades badly

Piano can be my companion when I'm really bored
Playing piano can shoo away my bothers
Playing piano can relax me so much
Playing piano can really chill me out
Playing piano can help me express my feelings

Sometimes, we got no choice
Sometimes, we miss the chance
Sometimes, we doesn't appreciate
So, hrmm.. a sad case

Aww ~ spider web in my blog ><
Reached KL on 24th April and I went to shopping everyday, eat good meal everyday
And caused my weight gained..

1st May - moved into my room,
it wasn't a good day since raining and i bought everything with 3 hours ++
i thought i can finish buy everything in 1 hour
who knows keep walking and keep thinking what thing to buy and my trolley is full with everything
its took me 1 hour to tidy up my room
and i got everything in my own lil room

2nd May - raining day,
went out together with bunch sandakian
1st place was jusco since they got lotta things to buy
2nd we went to pavillion to watch movie
LOL! they was like, wah.. the 2nd day then out and having fun
rain doesn't extinguish the fire in our heart?
so we still walk to pavillion although raining and bought a shirt to change over there

this is the view from my room, 13rd floor

3rd May-tarc orientation,

queue for 1 hour to get in the hall and listen for the talk until 5pm

and outside was raining cats and dogs

sometimes its better wake up in the early morning than running under the rain.

seriously, I do miss my parents and my hometown's room

but i didn't get any homesick

maybe i used to the life here?

the life here just unlike my hometown

especially more places to hang out but food lose my hometown 99 streets xD

some how, the expensive of course tasty

nowadays i just sleep eat hanging out

wait until 9th then only college start