Thinking?

 Maybe I'm just thinking too much for that

Maybe I shouldn't thought it would be real

If it could I guess it will be a miracle

But how sad is miracle doesn't exist when I need it badly

What else can I do for that huh? 

STOP! 

Stop everything start from now

Let go naturally

Don't ruin everything

I do hints a lot and a lot

It sooo obvious!

Some might just half-beat slower than others 




I can do nothing for that

Maybe I'm not as great as others

But this is me

I'm being myself

I just can't stop what I'm doing

I just can't stop....................

Just can't stop.............

I think it was too deep to me again

The world is so cruel

They gimme at first like going up to the heaven 

Once they take back everything it just like pulling me down to the hell

The feeling is superb worst

I swear I hate it more than enough 




How could I stop it so sudden?

If it will let me disappointed

Please

and I beg for not giving me at the first time

Don't ever try to enter my life

Just leave it behind or somewhere else

I'm just so FRAGILE
  
Please don't break me

When I fall to you

One down 7 to go

2 weeks more for the excel

I did memorize the nilai-nilai moral

And I try to finish all the questions

Today was so free

I wonder why school don't let us leave early?

Our exam started at 7-9.20a.m

After that we are free until finish school

The time is just hard to pass

Especially without something I wanted 




Every time I'm just waiting the chances
But the fate didn't bring us together
I don't force...............................
I don't need?!
I wanted.............................
I care.........................