I just tried so hard to let go
I really tried so hard
Go through my tears, pain and so on
Why suddenly something ruin its?
Why those things must be spoken out now?
Why don't you guys just told me last time?
Why must now?
Its hurt me again
You can never understand how pain it is
Everything was past everything is too late
After I knew it I felt so regret about it
If I knew it early may be I still can do something to get it back!
Why are those vile characters are just so fucking shit!
Feel happy until ruined things up.
And why others don't tell me early
But now I just can do nothing for it
Alone sighing with some tears and feel the pain late at the night
I can talk to noone
Since it was years ago and people don't know much
People comfort and comforted
Advice and advices
Until they speechless
Suffocate inside my heart and wanna shout out loud
At least it is better than I can do nothing at all
My mind keep on being negative
I can say no more
Wonders why I'm waiting for something that will probably never happen
Instead of just moving on with my life.
Wonders what it would feel like for once in my life to receive back as much as I give out
I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to care
I'm trying not to live my life
Wishing you were there
I'm trying not to wonder were you are or what you do
But I fell in love with you
Its okay, I'll be alright
Just hold my head high to the sky
Wish on that star and let my hopes fly
