The Big day

My 18th Birthday, ate a fancy dinner with my besties and then sing K like no tomorrow. That time my 3rd ex ain't free to gimme surprise I guess? But he did hand made a box of choco and gifted a minnie to me. Well, that wasn't awesome I know. 

My 19th Birthday, purposely went back to hometown for a week and celebrate with my 4th ex. He learned to cook lamb chop for me. He bought 21 flowers. That was really sweet and touch. Even met with his parents. But we did not last long.

My 20th Birthday, all was so happening. Last minute decide to clubbing. Drank like no tomorrow with friends. They requested to 'blow' the black label for 10 seconds or kiss my 2nd ex. And so I kissed him and touched the tongue. I realized that all these years I held for so long should let go because I got no feeling at all. I know that's a great news for my own.

My 21st Birthday, I still awaiting and hoping for it. Perhaps I can find my true and last long relationship.