And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Female's lies or Male's trust?
Female's camouflage or Male's conceal?
What do we want, what do we need
Should be what do I want from you and why are you doing so
Complicated, Confused, Hung up, Hesitation
A song from you for me was like implying what I did before
I feel like I'm sorry enough
I felt like I were so wrong
Maybe the way you treat everyone is just the same and I might think too much
Is that a revenge for me?
Impetuous was so wrong for making any kind of decisions
Perhaps every of my thought are just selfish and over much confident
Sometimes, I'm mature but
When in troubles, my mature gone instantly
Don't try to sympathy me
I don't need any sympathies
I'll feel myself so odious by letting people sympathy me
A longer time can know a deeper me
A longer time can know a stupid me
A longer time can know a stubborn me
A longer time I can fall for you? HAHA but how long, who knows
How I wish I'm brave enough to tell you everything
But as what I knew, you wouldn't answer it
HA! Forget bout that and get a life =)
My dad got sick =(
He was like so weak, I were worries him
But I just don't know how to concern him
And I did what he had did to me like when I was sick
" dad, do you feel better now? " shy me
" I bathe just now, feel like so hot. You touch my forehead see whether is it so hot " he murmured
" ya, really so hot. Drink more water and remember eat medicine! " Touching his forehead
" did you eat your medicine and visit a doctor? " Acting like he did before
" I visited a doctor but still very hot " he murmured
" Okay, you should rest more and sleep early later! " I answer him softly
" dad, do you feel better now? " shy me
" I bathe just now, feel like so hot. You touch my forehead see whether is it so hot " he murmured
" ya, really so hot. Drink more water and remember eat medicine! " Touching his forehead
" did you eat your medicine and visit a doctor? " Acting like he did before
" I visited a doctor but still very hot " he murmured
" Okay, you should rest more and sleep early later! " I answer him softly
Will his heart feel warm?
Old age, easily fall sick and body getting weaker
God please kindly heal my dad, Amen ~


