最近的人事物，一切一切都慢慢的在改变
人们总说时间久了，人会变
是好是坏看你自己咯 ~
一切的一切都掌握在自己的手里
别人只能在紧急时劝告帮助你
而我身边发生了一些我接受不到的事
听到的看到的，都很令我惊讶
后来我站在他们的角度想想
其实做自己喜欢的事并没有错
可能社会的看法不同，接收不到吧
自己开心就好
但如果太过于不‘正常’那就不要错下去！
醒醒吧！！！
Went to Ayn's house this afternoon
Mama asked me bring a huge langsat to her
Well, I don't know that they like to eat
That's good, better than go her house with nothing
Went to Jesselton to have a drink with my friend
Guess what we saw
An ultraman's car
Red in colour, sticker, d lil hanges, everything was full of Ultraman
After that went to piano lesson and sad case happened...
I was really really superb duper unhappy!
Why? Okay, I failed it you know!
I failed it =(
I really failed it T_________________T
Once again I let my parents disappointed on me
They pay every months
And what have I return to 'em?
a FAILED word
Urgh!
The worst feeling I had now
I don't even know how to tell 'em
The only thing I can do is just wait they ask me and I'll tell 'em honestly
I..didn't mean to failed it
I played well normally
But why the heck I just can't did it well at that day?
I asked myself
And I was too nervous
My hands was freeze nearly frozen
My hands was shaking like Parkinson
My hands can't control by me
I lost the tempo, rhythms, the feeling of it
Sigh ~ I can nothing for now
I did hide in my room to cry for it
But c'mon cry how long also can't let it pass
I felt better after consoled by him
It was enough for me from the way he told me
I did hide in my room to cry for it
But c'mon cry how long also can't let it pass
I felt better after consoled by him
It was enough for me from the way he told me
