Lately,

music is needed for everyday

I afraid of silence

I just can't stand without any music

I wondering why

One with the sudden

I was thinking to change myself

but then will I really get what I want when I change myself

do it really worth me to do so

so complicated

Everything just my own wishful thinking

so untrue

so unreality

so IMPOSSIBLE

He.............

Again...........

I...........

Collapse..........

Sigh